Life of Tres

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

Before I went to sleep last night, I wanted to post in FB

I remember 2011 like it was just yesterday

LOL. OK fine not funny whatever. But then I already switched off the laptop and so I just went to sleep.

Anyway. Skyped with mum last night, and am so happy! It's been about a month since the last time we skyped. I'm not a bad daughter who didn't remember her family back at home. I just prefer to build up the feeling of missing her :) And because I'm no good in small talks, hence I would only end up not knowing what to talk about if we skype often.

What else?

Oh I made a new blog. I'm only excited about it because of the design. I mean, I'm so hyped up to do the background like this, and the header like that, and bla bla bla. In the end, I just go for simplicity because apparently, I know very little about codings and stuff like that. Heh. Oh if you are interested, do check it out.

Will be having our final at the end of the month until 13/14th of Feb. Then we'll have our winter break for almost 2 weeks (it was supposed to be 14 days but they'd rather sacrifice oh-so-rare holidays to extend the study leave...ugh). I'm actually nervous and afraid for the upcoming exam because the current module we are learning right now is kinda hard. And there's just lots of Pharmacology. I just hate Pharma. So many things to memorize. Ughhh.

Oh well. Back to memorizing then.

Ciao.

Song updates Dec

2011-12-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

3OH!3 - Bang Bang
Justin Bieber ft. Boyz II Men - Fa La La
Adam Lambert - Better Than I Know Myself
B.o.B- Strange Clouds ft. Lil Wayne
Bruno Mars - Don't Give Up
Cassie - Gimme That
Chris Brown - FU I’m Famous
Flo Rida - Good Feelin
Florence & The Machine - Shake It Out
JoJo - Last Heart Standing
Jonas Brothers - Dance until tomorrow
Justin Bieber - Forever
Justin Bieber Ft. Jaden Smith - Thinking About You
Justin Bieber Ft. Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You
Katy Perry feat B.o.B - The One That Got Away (Remix)
Ke$ha - U Better Know
Kelly Clarkson-What Doesn't Kill You(Stronger)
Lana Del Rey - Born To Die
Maroon 5 - I Shall Be Released
Mary J. Blige feat. Drake - Mr. Wrong
Mike Posner - Wonderwall (Ft. Big K.R.I.T.)
Miley Cyrus - You're Gonna Make Me Lonesome
Natalia Kills Feat. Far East Movement - Lights Out
Nelly - The Champ
Nelly feat Miguel - Lotus Flower Bomb (Remix)
Ne-Yo - Gemini
Nickelback - When We Stand Together
Nicki Minaj - Stupid Hoe
Pitbull Ft. Chris Brown - International Love
Pixie Lott feat Pusha T - What Do You Take Me For
Sean Paul - She Doesn't Mind
The Cataracs feat Dev - Sunrise
Birdman ft Nicki Minaj and Lil Wayne - Y U Mad
Rihanna - You Da One

To quit, or not to quit?

2011-12-15T14:59:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, I think about quitting. Sometimes, I feel like I can't go on anymore.

Oh well. We all have our ups and downs. So deal with it, Nisa.

P/s: Kinda hectic schedule for this weekend. Weekend is pretty much non existing to me. For this week anyway.

Summary

2011-12-09T23:38:00.001-08:00

Hey everyone. So it's been approximately 2 months since my last post. My assignments and projects are to blame. So first off, I've watched Breaking Dawn! :) Since I am a fan of twilight, I do think the movie is really nice. No regrets at all! And weirdly enough, I find Robert Pattinson hot! Seriously? Yes! Maybe it's his hair, or maybe it's his smile. But he certainly does look charming. If any of you haven't read the novel sequels yet, find some time do so. I love the way Stephanie Meyer's writing because she sorta took you to your own world, and you can almost imagine what you read. I read it through e-book, and the final one I borrowed from the library.

Life now has been pretty hectic for me. No, minus the 'pretty'. It is damn hectic now. I can't quite imagine Myra's and Anna's schedule though since they're taking medic. Must be much more crammed up right? But, my subjects now are pretty exciting. We're learning C++, HTML, ASP, PHP, Javascript and Visual Basic. It IS fun, except that, you're learning them all in 4 months. And they're almost quite the same programming style, except with different syntax and ways. But the basics are almost the same. So, I get them mixed up sometimes, that's the problem. And the most exciting thing is, I'm going for my internship in next two months, now that's exciting right?! At least it is for me. I just can't think of the right company to work at, and haven't really been thinking about it since I'm sooo busy with my schedules, and my Final Year Project. Yes, this is my final year. Hope I can ace it:)

So, I'm having problems with my scholarship. There's been quite a small misunderstanding on when I get my money. They said I'd get it everytime I sent in my results, and it's been going smoothly all these times, except that recently, I sent them in my result, and I waited for my allowance money. And a month passed, and nada. Zilch. So I sent them an email, and they simply replied asking whether I've sent in my result or not, and I said yes I had, my father came to their office and gave it to them face to face. And that's just it. Then no more news. And I am too pissed off to even think about it now. I'm sorry to say, but their service is extremely terrible. You send them email, consider yourself lucky if you even get a reply. And if you call their office, you will be redirected so many times that in the end, consider yourself lucky again if you get to talk to the right person. And being redirected so many times while their music playing in the background (an attempt to make us be more patient while waiting), it means, time waiting * rate per minute = RM#^*(!!#%) for your phone bill! Gaaah! Terrible, right? Well, at least they're the ones who's paid for my education. :/ (pssst! They didn't pay my last 2 trimester's fee yet!)

Honestly now, I feel like so many things are happening around me, be it good or bad. And they sorta influenced my mood. Didn't quite enjoy November, but I hope December would be a good month for me. There's the friends problem, the scholarship problem, the assignment problems, the FYP problems, ugh. But here I am complaining rather than solving my problems right? Well I just need to let it out for a bit.

So there. I'm done for now.

Snow White

2011-11-17T00:42:00.001-08:00

So there will be 2 Snow White-based movies next year. Snow White and the Huntsman and Mirror, Mirror. The Snow White in the first one is Kristen Stewart while Lily Collins is in the second one.

I read somewhere in the comments for Mirror, Mirror trailer that this movie is more like a family movie, while Snow White and the Huntsman seems more like Twilight-y. And I agree with that person.

So watcha think?

Study Plan

2011-11-16T00:41:00.001-08:00

Just in case you are wondering what are we going to learn in our 6-years time here. Though there are some changes. Like, we don't have 'Student Selected Component' (elective subject) this year. This is actually a new plan (duh), and we're the 2nd batch that currently use this plan.

New Academic Plan

Curriculum Map - Pre-clinical phase

Year 1
Semester I	Semester II
Introduction to Medical Studies Nutrition and Metabolism Introduction to Medical Sciences	Concepts of Health and Disease Muculoskeletal system Blood, lymph and Immune System Professional dvelopment

Year 2
Semester III	Semester IV
Infection and Immunity Nervous system and special senses Basics of psychological development and behavior Student selected component Professional Development	Epidemlology and biostatistics Cardiovascular system Respiratory system Human rights Student selected component Professional Development

Year 3
Semester V	Semester VI
Endocrine System Urinary System Reproductive System Student selected component Professional Development	Gastrointestinal System Pathobiology of selected systems Health care environment and management Student selected component Professional Development

Curriculum Map - Clinical Phase

Year 4
Semester VII	Semester VIII
Medicine I Basic Imaging Laboratory Medicine Surgery I Anesthesia	Obs. Gyn I Pediatrics I Tropical Med Clinical Parasito/ Micro Orthopedic Elective Course

Year 5
Semester IX	Semester X
Obs. Gyn. II Pediatrics II Neurology and Psychiatry Mental Health Care Elective Course	Basic Ear, Nose and Throat Basic Ophthalmology Urosurgery Dermatology Elective Course Elective Course

Year 6
Semester XI	Semester XII
Emergency Med. &Critical Care Family Medicine Principles and Revisiting child health, maternal health, mental health Forensic & Clinical Toxicology Elective	Surgery II Medicine II Pre-Internship Project

Copied and pasted from http://www.alexmed.edu.eg/node/578

Kak Chaq, apa komen kakak dekat study plan ni?

#np - Bad Day

2011-11-15T22:30:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was not really a good day for me.

In short, I went to the Uni to ask for our 1st semester result slips, and the person in charge said it has not been signed yet. Yeap, the same slips I asked for since summer holiday. Since 2 months ago. And she said she don't know when I could take the slips. Maybe at the end of 6th week (read: next week). Although I really want to believe her, deep down, I doubt it.

Nak marah orang tu pun tak guna, baik aku direct marah tukang sign slip tu. Dean ka vice dean. Entah la.

The frustration that has been building up since 2 months ago finally tore me down. I went out of the office and cried. I went out of the building, trying to hold back the tears, and took a bus back home. While in the bus, I tried to text mum but boohoo, I don't have enough credit, and I cried again. HAHA. When I think back about it, it was kinda funny. And stupid. And I think the uncle (and his kid, I guess) sitting next to me was weirded out to see me like that. He gave me 50 cents, saying it was my balance (is this the correct term for 'baki'?) for the bus fare (aku rasa la dia cakap camtu...aku pun sebenarnya nda berapa paham apa yang dia cakap..haha). Imagine how do I look with the runny nose, and the red and puffy eyes. Plus, with the blank face that I gave him for not understanding what he said. I wanted to say that my balance is only 25 cents, but since I already looked like an idiot (and I don't really know how to say that lol), I just sat quietly.

Sampai rumah, nangis lagi. Haish. I dunno la why. I don't really think it was because of the slips only. Maybe it has been a long time since I cried, and I just need to let it out. Maybe I'm stressed out.

So my plan to study yesterday was blown off. Instead, I watch Fairy Tail, the anime. You can't really study when your mind is troubled, right? (menyesal aku kutuk si Ili tengok Fairy Tail, sekarang aku plak kesiokan tengok cerita tu -___-)

Tadi maw me-revise practical sections, baru aku perasan, aku macam 'ter'-missed almost all microbiology practicals. Nice one, Nisa -___-.

Oh well. Back to study.

p/s: To you, I'm sorry for your loss. To you, I could only say, kesiannn, for all the bad things that happened to you yesterday.

the one that got away

2011-11-11T11:46:00.001-08:00

i just love her Teenage Dream album and just can't get enough of her.and this song is one of my fave.was actually checking youtube every now and then just for this video :| sad sadending tho'

THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

somehow, i cant post the youtube video here :( but hey.i hope u guys enjoyed it as much as i did

xx

A break from the real world; A visit to the ancient time [UPDATED]

2011-11-09T23:12:00.000-08:00

*update*

Check out my friend's (Ili) blog about our trip.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

*end of update*

And so I just got back from Luxor, a place here in Egypt. We went to Aswan and Luxor, to be exact. How was it? It was awesome. What's so siok about those places? You know how Egypt is one of the earliest civilizations on Earth? We had the chance to witness the remnant of the civilization. The hieroglyph, the tombs of pharaohs (only 3 tombs though), the temples...well basically that's it. Haha.

The trip was great, especially for those who love history. Too bad I'm not one. I don't really get to listen to everything that our tour guide told us, and I can't really repeat what I'd heard, because I'm afraid I would get some facts wrong.

But here are some pictures that I've taken.

The line you see on the rock is the water level.

I personally love this picture. No, it's not because of you, Ili. Haha.

Ze (replica of) sacred boat.

Le sun deck

Le me in the room

Le rock

Scroll down to the next picture

And TADAAA

Pictures taken to test my cam's macro mode. Meh. Can do la for a non-DSLR

Le obelisk at Karnak temple

Just an ancient well.

Le tickets

Kesakaian naik kereta kuda agak terserlah

With ze belly dancer

Eidul Adha morning.

Us sabahans

The workers who joined us playing pool

Ada rupa captain tak? :P

And with that, is the end of the post.

KTHANXBYE

*credits to Ili for some of the photos here
My Facebook albums: Part 1 and Part 2

HOMAI!!!

2011-11-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

Breaking Dawn is realeasing soon and i cant wait!it might sound silly to you but jyeah.im superbly excited.some people just dont get it why us, fans are crazy bout the saga.im confused too.i remember when i first heard about the book, i was like, whats so special about it?and hence the curiosity pays.i read it.NONSTOP.and was so so so disappointed when i watched the movie.i expected more out of it, but hey, books are always the best.here's a sneak peek.

p/s : blogger is quite different now.it seems to be copying wordpress #justsaying

xx

peace out v(^.^)v

asdfghjkl mode?

2011-10-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. It's been a while.

So blogger has installed some new features I see. I don't really like it but I guess we'll get used to it. Anyways, I was pretty stressed out for the past few weeks. But it all seemed to tone down when I've managed to force myself to settle some unattended business. It was really easy peasy, you know. I mean, I know the solution to my problems are to settle them, scrutinize each one of it and get to the bottom of it. But I keep on procrastinating and day by day I feel more stressed than the day before. You know the feeling when you're so busy, and when you're done with homework/work, you take the free time to do something that you actually need to do ie. folding your clothes, doing your laundry, cleaning your house/room, etc? It felt soooo good after having em done right? That's what I'm feeling right now.

But the thing is now, I have this uneasy feeling, like all of a sudden there's a switch inside of me that flicked all by itself. Due to that I'm feeling kinda adventurous right now. ~~Hell, I'd hike a mountain if you invite me to.~~ Not exactly adventurous, but I feel like, doing something out of my comfort zone, or maybe, accomplishing something might help diminish that 'out of the blue' feeling. Because I'm almost going crazy, having the same routine daily, you know, like going to class, doing my assignments, play computer games and surfing the web, cook, cleaning the house, etc. Well honestly, I don't even know what I want. I thought I wanted to do something out of my comfort zone like I said, but earlier one of my friend suggested we play paintball, and I kinda despised the idea. Okay despise might be a little strong, but you get the idea. The point is, I didn't want to. Maybe I didn't have enough courage to go along with it, but I don't know. What is it that I want? I guess I'm gonna keep asking myself that question until I get the answer.

So right now, I guess I'm going to start by accomplishing something, in hope that the mode that I'm on now, will switch back to the normal mode. Am gonna start listing out a set of goals.

Guess that would be all, toodles! ^^

short vacation

2011-10-16T21:27:00.000-07:00

well, about 2 weeks ago, my friends and I had a short vacation to Pondy Cherry (cute right?) theres beaches there but it still can't beat Sabah's beaches :D

basically here are some pictures during trip as they say a picture says a thousand words :)

*pictures are in a weird manner.agak tunggang terbalik.

btw, neza, i wannaaaa seeeeeeeeee >,<

The journey starts now

2011-10-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

I couldn't help typing away while thinking of the pain I'm having now. I just started wearing braces yesterday morning, so from now on my journey with my braces will start. Hope it'll be a good one all the way. I haven't ate anything other than porridge, and I'm incredibly hungry right now. I'm already salivating over chickens, hot 'n' roll, kfc, hamburgers and etc! Ohgosh. I hope by tomorrow I can start eating heavy food. The only thing that helped boost my spirit, is the only sole advantage I could think of (in the short run): I'm gonna lose some weight. Yes that's what helping me through. My flight is at 2pm this evening, and I even have prebooked meal! T___T Gonna drool all over :( And Myra sorry, I don't feel like posting my 'before after' picture here. I look terrible. Ter-ri-ble. Other than the fact that I'm too lazy to do that. And not having the slightest interest. AND psst! My result is out! See how bad my day can get? It wasn't that bad, but I was hoping for a better one. Who doesn't? I was frustrated, but was grateful all at the same time. Gonna have to strive harder next semester, which starts this Monday pffft. We have a C++ programming class, and I hope I can ace it.

Last but not least, ouch.

Toodles ^^

Reporting two missing teeth

2011-10-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

So I just had my tooth extracted today. Two teeth actually. Ouch. I had 4 injections earlier, to make my mouth numb. It was numb alright, so numb that I think I couldn't feel a thing if anyone were to slap me now. So anyone who has been holding grudge on me, and wants to slap me in the face, you are most welcome to do it now (only on the right side yah!). I was calm at the beginning, until I saw a lady came out of the room, and from the looks of it I think she got 1 tooth pulled out. OUCH. And I'm going to have two.. It's like I'm able to see my fate in the next 15 minutes perhaps, only I can picture I'd be in a double horrifying state than that lady! That's when I started to shake a bit. During the injections, it hurts a lot til I feel my tears is almost falling to my cheeks. But, during the extraction, well, I didn't really noticed that we were finished till the doctor said "Okay, we're done. You can go home now :) Try to eat on the left side only k?" Then I was like, seriously??? We're done!? That perked me up a lil bit. Will have another two tooths extracted next week. In case anyone's wondering, I'm gonna wear braces on the 14th! Yay?

xx neza

Songs

2011-10-03T03:39:00.000-07:00

Let's start the new month with some song suggestions. Since there's this one person keep bugging me how did I find new songs bla bla. (OK kidding not bugging at all ~~in case he reads this~~)

Usually I listen to hitz.fm, especially the Rick Dees Top 40, or YouTube. I love OST too. So whenever I watch movies, and there's a song in the movie that I like, I will just google it later.

Which reminds me of this song that I heard in a movie...and I've been meaning to google it...but I've lost track of the movies that I've watched and I forgot what movie was it and...oh nevermind.

You might already heard of the songs that I listed down. In that case, too bad.

Terrified - Katharine McPhee ft Zachary Levi (I love this song because it has Zachary Levi!)
Good Life - One Republic
Pretty Girls - Iyaz ft Travie McCoy
Brighter than the Sun - Colbie Caillat
Rain Over Me - Pitbull ft Marc Anthony
Number One Girl - Mindless Behaviour
This Is My Life - Edward Maya
Mr. Know It All - Kelly Clarkson
Nothing - The Script
Better With The Lights Off - New Boyz ft Chris Brown
This City - Patrick Stump
Give Me Everything - Pitbull
I Wanna Go - Britney Spears
I Feel Like Dancing - All Time Low
Across The Night - Silverchair

If you have any song suggestions, please lemme know. Kthanxbai

Webify Me

2011-10-03T03:08:00.000-07:00

Because I was bored. I did the first one last month, and the second one just few minutes ago. Click on the pictures to know what each item means. Or something.

Raya Post

2011-10-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

#slowpoke

more pictures

Persiapan untuk hari raya -- biskut raya

biskut hangus T__T

biskut snow...or it might be more appropriate to call it biskut pasir...since we're in egypt and we're using brown instead of white breadcrumbs #lamejoke

raya di rumah sabah, alex

raya di rumah sabah, cairo

pertandingan menganyam ketupat

Permission

2011-09-17T12:13:00.001-07:00

Hehehe.ive got a new phone and am excited about the apps.been downloading nonstop.and so ive linked the blog with the phone.hope myra and neza wont mind.Its nothing much but at least ive got a slightly better phone than the previous one.not that im complaining.am still using that green phone.and my current phone is purple in colour.cute huh?hehe

Oh.and im in india already.class will be starting on monday.huhu.uh uh.the best part has yet to come.ive passed my first year and am proud to say that im a senior :D juniors are in but havent actually met them yet.i heard there were pleasent enough but we'll see.

Till then.xx.

Qala'ah, Zagazig, Dinner.

2011-09-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

Post full of photos.

*****

And to end the post...

Saya Malas Nak Blog Tapi Saya Mahu Bercerita Juga

2011-09-13T11:20:00.000-07:00

Jadi saya cuma bagi pautan sahaja. Saya bukan macam sesetengah orang, suka meniru bulat2 entri orang tanpa memberi kredit kepada sumbernya. #sinis

Jika anda rajin, silalah baca. Jika malas, tidak mengapa. Saya tidak mahu anda membazirkan beberapa minit dalam hidup anda :)

Sebelum saya terlupa, entri2 di bawah sudah lama sebenarnya. Kepada tuan punya blog, saya harap awak tidak kisah saya memberi pautan ini.

Perjalanan ke Zagazig

Mandi Laut

Makan Malan di Restoran Mewah

Hari Pertama Berpuasa

Tunggu entri saya yang seterusnya! InsyaAllah saya akan meletakkan beberapa gambar buat tatapan kalian, terutama awak, Neza :D

Of Weather, Driving, Public Transportation and People

2011-09-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

It's summer right now. People asked how hot is it over here...whether it's hotter than Malaysia...well, if you want numbers, you could simply google the temperature and compare yourself. If you want my perception...I would definitely say it's hotter here. But mostly because I rarely go out, walking under the glaring sun when I was in Malaysia compared to when I'm here.

Plus, even if I'm going out (in Malaysia), it's either mum sending me or a friend would pick me up. Yeah my license is like, non-existing at all. Mum wouldn't let me drive. I guess she still doesn't trust me to be on the road. Hey, I don't blame her. Even I don't trust myself to take the wheel. Haha. Meanwhile, here...we need to use public transportation to get by from one place to another. And sometimes we need to walk for some distance too. Hence making me feel much, much hotter (is there any other word to say hotter?).

Speaking of public transportation...I gotta confess. I rarely use one when I was in Malaysia (more like I dunno how to). In fact, I think I only took the mini bus in Sabah for...maybe three or four times? Yeah I'm a spoilt brat, but I think it's not all bad. I mean, at least Mum doesn't need to worry about my whereabout. I guess.

Of the people here...Oh gosh. They are mostly loud, annoying and rude. I still get a bit mad when they say 'Ni Hao' or stuff like that to us. Sometimes, I have that urge say FU to whoever says 'Ni Hao', but lucky I dunno how to curse in Arabic. Urghhhh.

Plus, it's such a pain in the ass when you need to deal with them. For instance, this one time, we asked for our result slips and it took that person almost a month to send them! ONE FREAKING MONTH. Starting from roughly in early August, we gave our names, and she told us to come a week after. But when we came, it still didn't finish yet and I think she misplaced our names. And so, Bur, the last person going back to Malaysia (on 22nd of August if I'm not mistaken), gave her our names again. She said she would send it after a week. A week after, still no slips. So I went to her office and asked her about it. She said she would send it in two days. After two days, still no slips. And I went there and asked her again. She said she would send it in a week (again?!) because it was Aidilfitri. I asked for her number so I could simply call her instead of going there every freaking time asking whether it's done or not. At the end of the week, I called, and she said it's still not done and I forgot what else she said. Then the next day, I tried to call her again, and she didn't pick up the phone. I'm not being paranoid but she definitely avoiding my calls. At last, on 12th of September, we finally got the slips. Even then, Dayang's and my slips are not included! WTH.

OK panjang sudah aku ~~bising~~ taip pasal slip.

But there are also some people who are kind. Like there's this one guy, during the riot/revolution, helped us to get back safely to our house. And we walked all the way back! I think it took us around 1 hour to get back. And then there's this another guy, who helped us to cross the street, got a taxi for us AND paid for it (around 2/3 genih ja pun but still...), AND got a bus for us. WOW. ~~kalau hari2 camni best jugak. rasa macam princess sikit :P~~

So there.

kthanxbye

Raya

2011-09-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

So I am basically gonna tell u my Raya story. But before that, again I'd like to wish to all of you,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! :)

Raya went as usual for me and my family. No ketupat, no duit raya (for us), no mercun. Yeah, that's the usual scenario for us. We invited people over during the first day, mostly are my dad's workers. During the evening-night session we had our relatives over. It was tiring as usual, helping my mom in the kitchen til late and waking up early in the morning the day after..Screw that we didn't help much during the night. My cousin came over (she's about 40 yrs old) and helped a lot, so my mom, knowing her daughters so well, told us to hit the sack early that night or else she knew it would be a pain in the *** to wake us up the next morning. So we did. But the fun part for our raya this year is that, we had a special visitor from Paris over at our house. He is tall, and very, mind you, very much a nice gentleman. So that night when we were all busy preparing for tomorrow, he lend a hand as well. He sat down and helped us with the vegetables. He sliced the tomato, the cabbage, etc. It's funny yet he actually did quite well. I think he might have done it several times before perhaps, judging by his skills. I think he did better than some *ahem* girls. During the open house, he even helped wiping the plates and serving the people, as well as giving out the 'duit raya'. The kids were ecstatic, it was a nice scene. While washing the dishes together, me and my sister asked him which country had he travelled to. And we started around Asia, and guess what? He traveled to more than half of the Asian countries! He didn't just went to these countries for a week or two, but for a few months. That was fascinating. I wish I could travel too. The good thing is, he's a freelancer, so he can travel while doing his job. You get paid, you get to travel. What more can a traveler ask for?

Serving food for the guests.

Giving out the duit raya

On the other hand, we also had some kids over at our house. They were my little nephews by the way. We had 5 of them staying over. It was funny seeing them working hard helping us out, hoping for an increase in their duit raya, seeing each other as rivals. LOL. In the end, they all got the same amount, and some were even whining about it, saying they helped more than the rest did, like this: 'Tapi banyak saya tolong di dapur kan semalam?? Yang lain nda tolong pun.' And we simply replied saying they should be grateful to what they get. Good kids.

The kids - Taking a break from the chaotic open house

All in all, we had a splendid raya, and I definitely wasn't ready to go back to KL. I didn't get the opportunity to visit my friend's open house, or even to meet up with them. Oh well that's life. I hope I can see you guys some time later. I really hope so coz I miss you guys!

'Tokek untuk IKA!'

Hoping to be able to see Pinaz, Wan and Bab, and Panda soon! XOXO

Hey you.

2011-09-01T15:48:00.000-07:00

I remember the first time I met you. You were sitting there with your laptop, and we just arrived.

I remember my first impression about you. 'Wow you look a lot like my senior.'

Honestly, I thought you would be another face that I would eventually forget, like most of the people I got to know here (which is not that much anyway), by the time I'm outta here. I thought I would only remember you for the sake of being polite.

But oh boy, I was wrong. I was far from it.

In fact, you would be one of the people I would remember dearly.

You would be one of the people I would miss dearly.

Whenever I'm with you, I feel like I need to absorb as much info as I could from you. You know what I would love? Being with you all the time, asking questions that frequently popped in my mind. Getting answers, simple yet adequate answers, from you. You know what I wish? I wish I could be like you. I wish I could have your wits and your confidence and your personality. I wish I could be you.

But I still need to do my time, just like how you did yours, to par with you.

I know this is inevitable, but I still can't help feeling sad to the fact that you will go back soon. I feel like being selfish and keep all of you by myself.

Oh well.

I wish you all the best in life.

XOXO

August - New Songs

2011-08-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Ramadhan people.

I have been a little outdated on the new songs due to my hectic schedule, and whenever I have free time I would play games most of the time. But here's what I've collected since the past few weeks.

Blow Away - A Fine Frenzy
Lighter - Bad Meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars
If I ruled the world - Big Time Rush ft. Iyaz
Brighter than the sun - Colbie Caillat
Louder - Charice
All About You - Chris Brown
You make me feel - Cobra Starship ft. Sabi
Down Tonight - Colby O'Donis
Every Word You Said - David Archuleta
Little Bad Girl - David Guetta ft. Taio Cruz
I can Only Imagine - David Guetta ft. Chris Brown & Lil Wayne
Pumped up Kicks - Foster the people
Skyscraper - Demi Lovato
Elevator Love - Guy Sebastian
Don't You Wanna Stay - Jason Aldean ft. Kelly Clarkson
License - Jesse McCartney
Motivation - Kelly Rowland ft. Lil Wayne
Love Slayer - Joe Jonas
Take Over - Mizz Nina ft Flo Rida
Otis - Ne Yo
Rain Over Me - Pitbull ft. Marc Anthony
Invisible - Skylar Grey
We don't get down like y'all - T.I ft B.O.B
All Fired Up - The Saturdays
Bounce - Timbaland
Reflection - Shontelle
In The House - Will.i.am ft LMFAO
Collide - Leona Lewis
She Will - Trey Songz
Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine

That's the end of the list. Have fun guys! ^^

How my friends react when I got my first strike

2011-08-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

I'm not much of a bowler. The first time I played bowling was with my homeroom. I think maybe when I was in Form 2. And I've been avoiding bowling ever since. Not that I embarrassed myself at that time. It's just...well, I felt like all the bowlers are already pro and me playing as a newbie...is kinda...embarrassing. Haha.

But surprise, surprise, I already played bowling here twice. On my free will! I suck by the way. Haha.

So the 2nd time we go bowling was when the Zagazig-ians came to Alex. I dunno how many of us were playing at that time but Ili and I got this one lane all by ourselves. We were just fooling around, simply throwing the ball, just like that, and hoping hard it won't go straight to the drains (is this the right term? or it's direct translation?).

And out of the blue, I got my first strike! (or so I think it's the first :P) Happy as a clam, I turned around to my friends to share my delight, but nobody saw it. They were still talking to each other, oblivious about the strike. And I was like, "..." Only after that one of my friends realized about the strike and then they cheered me.

After the game, I was so hyped up I was determined to polish my bowling skill.

Yeah. In my dreams.

abruptendkthanxbye

Random reason why I love having boy friends than girl friends. Because they are crazyyyy

2011-08-15T13:18:00.000-07:00

Chef In The Making

2011-08-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

I'm not a cook. I blame the boarding school. And PLKN. And me going to the UIA.

(OK padahal memang malas maw masuk dapur pun).

Sooo...since it's already holiday, and I have plenty of free time, I plan on trying some recipes. With of course, some help from anyone who is ~~my victim~~ willing to help me.

And the first one to go on trial is...*cue drumroll*...

The KUNG PAO CHICKEN

How it was supposed to look:

How mine looks like:

~~An attempt of an artistic shot and making it looks tastier, if that's possible~~

The verdict?

Well, since I'm the one who cook, and it isn't too salty or tasteless or etc etc, and I'm the one who's giving the opinion here, I would say, it isn't that bad.

Click here to check out the recipe

Oh and it said 'dark soy sauce' and 'soy sauce'. I dunno what's the difference between those two and I couldn't really bother to google so I end up using dark soy sauce only.

And I don't really follow the recipe so...yeah.

Anyway, looking forward for tomorrow cuz we might do something special too :D

Raw Emotions

2011-08-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

So yeah. Finished the exam. Yabedabedoo. But I don't feel much of anything. In fact, I feel a little bit...empty. Maybe that's because most of my friends will be going back to Malaysia and that kinda hit me. Yeah yeah I was the one who didn't want to go back at first and yeah yeah I kinda feel like going back. But deep down, I am afraid of this tiny little thing.

The fact that I might repeat. God forbid.

Honestly...I think I don't suck so much at these papers. I still could answer them. I don't really care about being at the top anymore. I just want to survive.

But then, seeing how much seniors had to repeat the Module 5 (which is the last paper for our final), it got me thinking of the what ifs.

OK, so people told me not to think negative. Because what you think might become true, especially in this bumi anbiya' (how'd you say bumi anbiya' in english?). Berprasangka baik dengan Allah.

So maybe, if I pray hard enough, things won't go so bad after all.

Or so I hope.

Hiatus

2011-08-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

As I went through the posts, my post seems to be in hiatus for almost a month. No solid reason for that, other than I have been ULTIMATELY busy for the past weeks! Endless quizzes and midterm papers, not to mention presentations and assignments. It's nothing to be complained about I suppose, since it is already expected when you're a student, no matter what course you're taking. But I'm just telling. To be honestly honest, I wasn't entirely busy with all the papers and assignments, but I was also busy pampering myself with other stuffs like reading novels and going out for a mere reason to not stare at the same thing over and over again, i.e the walls of my house! And back to my reasoning on being hiatus, my brain seems to be lacking ideas on what to post. Well I did think of posting my birthday celebration, but it was just typical but I was really happy and thankful to my friends who planned a surprise for me. Thanks guys! Those day would be forever engraved in my mind ;)

I have also been quite stressed and lacking my beauty sleep for the past few days. I couldn't really say what was the reason for I do not want to attract more problems than already.

Sorry this is pretty much an unproductive post.

Starting my revision now, toodles! ^^

When I'm Stressed Out, I Tend To Do This...

2011-08-07T16:57:00.000-07:00

OK not really laaa. I don't literally roll on the floor. But I could sense that it would be calming. Soo...if you are stressed out, especially when you will be having your HARDEST FINAL paper in TWO FRIGGING DAYS, feel free to roll on the floor ~~laughing like a madman~~

Kthanxbye

Just a little bit more...

2011-08-06T04:40:00.001-07:00

...and we're done! Oh I just can't wait for that day!

Anywayy. Just finished Module 4 final paper. It was...OK la. For me. The one who's unprepared much. *sobsob*

I can't really complain much about the paper since I know I'm not that prepared but the questions turned out quite easy. Supposedly. But being me, I managed to forget even the simplest fact. Ugh. There are labile calls, stable cells, and permanent cells. Never, ever forget about that.

All in all, everything is quite...OK. -ish.

Next story.

Last night, Ili said we'll be going at 9 am (the exam started at 10 am), and just left the ones who are late *mehehe* and I'm totally OK with it (refer to my previous post). And so, the next morning, which is today, I called one of the boys, around 8.30 am, to tell 'em that we'll be going early.

Me: Hello. Kamu di mana ni?
Ruru: Kami di CC sudah. (CC is where we usually take our exam)
Me: Heh. Kami maw jalan jam 9 ni. Kamu maw jalan sama kami ka?
Ruru: Oh. Bha. Iyala. Itu la yang bagus tu. Ingatkan kamu maw jalan jam 10 tadi.
Me: Haha melampau la bha jugaaa

And yep, we did arrive early. But then they started to complained how hot it is and bla bla bla and I was like...kamu ni...datang awal susah...datang lambat pun susah...haishh...but never mind. I was in no mood to start bitching, even in monologue.

And now doing the overdue laundry.

Kthanxbye.

testing out

2011-08-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

and so ive just finished my theory papers :) thats a huge relief.but still.am scared for the results (x.x) and so.im here to tell that ive just made another blog.not saying that im abandoning this, but am just trying out on wordpress.hehe.seems cool but complicated.getting a hang of it.im sure you guys think that if Life of Tres pun jarang update, apa lagi itu kan.hahaha.ive thought of it myself too.but what the heck.theres no harm done.

reason?why?nope.no reason at all.just so.you know :) Confessions of a Wallflower might be more personal? haha.sometimes i feel like certain post aren't appropriate here.LOL.its nothing special.just maybe silly stories of mine.may be silly to you but very significant to me.the littlest things do make the most of my life.

peace

Of Alarm Clocks

2011-08-02T23:55:00.000-07:00

Hello all.

I know this is the Ramadhan, where everything supposedly to be a test for us, to make us more patient and everything. But I just need to vent out.

So yes, you could expect this to be another rant entry. If you didn't want to read this, that's OK. I don't force you to.

I believe every single of you know the function of alarm clock. And I believe every single of you have that moment where you just hate your alarm clock for its non-stop ringing, but hey, that's just you having trouble waking up.

So anyway, today (yes this happened to me just now), I was on the bed, dozed off while trying to read my module 4, when suddenly I woke up by an alarm clock. Knowing that it's my roommate's, I called her name, in the hope that she would switch it off. And when the alarm was switched off (I dunno la if it was switched off or snoozed), I went back to my sleep.

And not long after that, I heard the alarm went off again. And I was like, WTFFFF??? Sudah la time tu aku tengah kepanasan, lampu lagi berpasang, tambah laa aku memanas (bear in mind that I'm on the top bunk, so kalau pasang lampu, aku rasa panas). Fed up, I got down from bed, and I switched off the light, open the door to the balcony, and guess what? My roommate is freaking awake, on the bed, reading the module 4! I was like...WTFFF WHAT'S THE POINT FOR THE ALARM CLOCK?????? But of course, I didn't say it like that. I asked her, 'Ko nda kasi mati ka alarm ko?' and I guess it did came out a bit harsh because aku tengah panas. Both emotionally and sensationally.

I didn't hear her response though. I have no idea if she responded to my question.

Now, please tell me this, why on earth did she set her alarm, if she was awake at the first place? I know she didn't try to annoy me. So, whyyyyy??? OK la, since I tried to think good in people, maybe she just set it on so every time she dozed, she would wake up. But pleaseeee...tolong la paham...bilik ni bukan ko sorang ja punya. I'm in the freaking room too. What am I? Invi-freaking-sible???

Kalau alarm tu lagu Celine Dion, ndapa la juga. Ini memang lagu yang buat ko memanas supaya ko bangun bha. Ugh.

Sometimes, I wish I have my own room. Sometimes, I wish I just moved out so I could have my own room.

Can't wait for the exam to finish. Exam is not good for my emotion. Makes me 10x more crankier.

So, what's your alarm clock story?

Exam. Rant.

2011-07-31T07:12:00.000-07:00

Sooo. Another paper down. Now it's two left.

Oh yes this is another entry about exam. Sorry la. Sekarang ~~Bieber~~ exam fever so semua pun kena related dengan exam. Heh.

Oh and yes, this is another entry where I'll rant and might be swearing so please feel free to not to read this.

If you still wanna read. Go ahead.

For those who didn't know, our building is quite far from the U, compared to the rest of the students. And so, when people usually go out 15 minutes early (by walking, 5 minutes -- paling lambat laa -- if by taxi), we need to go out at least 30 minutes early. Less than that, we might be late.

And so, since the last exam (on the 28th), we were a bit late to the examination hall (haven't started yet thank God but everyone were seated already), I was determined to not to be late for today's exam (31st). The exam started at 10, so I already made myself clear that we will be going at 9.20. Just to be safe.

But surprise, surprise, guess what time did we get out? 9-frigging-30 am. I was still OK at that time. Until people start to complain how hot it is, why there's no bus bla bla bla.

I feel like yelling at those who complained.

KO INGAT KO TU RAJA KA ADA BAS MAW TUNGGU KO DI SINI? AGAK2 LA BHAA. IKUT REZEKI KO LA BHA ADA BAS KA NDA. AKU YANG JARANG NAIK PUBLIC TRANSPORT PUN TAW BHA NDA SEMESTINYA ADA TERUS BAS DI SANA. TU LAAA AKU SUDAH CAKAP, KELUAR 9.20. NI JAM 9 KO MASI LAGI RILEK2 MAKAN2 PADAHAL BELUM BESIAP LAGI. AGAK2 LAA. KITA EXAM BUKAN DI SHATBY. KITA EXAM DI CC. KO TAW KA CC TU LAGI JAUH DARI SHATBY?? AGAK2 LAAA. KO KOMPLEN2 PANAS, KO INGAT ORANG LAIN NDA PANAS KAA?? HATI AKU LAGI PANAS WEYHH DENGAR KO BISING. SUDAH LA LAMBAT. BISING LAGI. WEYHHH.

*OK actually bukannya bising mana pun cuma tu la...sudah aku memanas time tu...kena cakap lagi panas...aku taw bha cuaca sekarang panas...nda payah ko cakap 'panas2' sana....*

And I feel sorry for those yang siap awal and had to wait for the latecomers.

Oh oh we did get a bus, finally. Arrived quite late and the exam started around 2, 3 minutes after we arrived. Phew.

While walking to the examination hall, memang aku jalan lajuu laa. Nda sudah aku kesah. Janji aku maw sampai before kertas kena distribute. Sudah la aku rasa aku under-prepared.Datang lambat lagi. Tambah down confidence aku.

Tapi syukur alhamdulillah...soalan tidak la sesusah soalan MCQ ari tu. Cumanya markah tu nda boleh dijamin la dapat berapa. I was actually planning to get 'excellent' on this module, since it's quite sedikit. But seeing how I did on the previous paper...I could settle for 'pass'. As long as I don't repeat T___T

kthanxbye

Exam.

2011-07-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

One valuable tip NOT to do after exam, yet I know most of us still do it.

Never, ever check your answers AFTER the exam.

But personally, I do like checking my answers. At least I know what to expect.

What I don't like is, when people rubbing it in my face that I answer it wrong, when they answer it right. I mean, I don't mind if they are wrong too. At least I know I'm not alone. I don't feel that stupid. I don't mind either if they are right. I men, hey, bagus la. Dah rezeki korang betul.

But then imagine when you are in this situation:

You: What's the answer for no 1 ah? I'm confused la. It's either A or B. And I answered A.
The other person: It's B laa *with a tone that suggest that everyone knows it and makes you feel ultra-dumb for not knowing the answer at the first place*

Oh wow writing it down makes it looks ridiculous how I could interpret such thing from effing voice tone. But it still true. To make it worse I think my period cycle is a bit late (yeah yeah TMI but whaddaheck IDC) so I think my hormones are effed up and making me more emotionally unstable.

Anywayy. I just don't care anymore. Whatever will be, will be.

Sick.

2011-07-27T13:48:00.000-07:00

I'm emotionally and physically unfit right now. Mostly emotionally. Physically because I think I'm thisssssssss close in having a fever.

Oh well. Hope all is well for tomorrow.

Am having my end of module 6 and 7 tomorrow. So...pray for us :)

FU.

2011-07-24T03:32:00.000-07:00

Hello there virtual world.

I was actually having a good day today. I woke up early, I finished doing notes for tomorrow, and well, everything is OK. Until just now. Let's just keep the reason to myself as it is actually unreasonable for me to get mad at such thing (yes even though I'm in a bad mood I still know how unreasonable for me to get mad for such thing but whaddaheck I'm still mad).

In brief, apa ko rasa kalau ko sebenarnya tengah tunggu orang tu but in the end ko kena kasi tinggal orang tu? Apa ko rasa kalau ko ni kena layan macam budak kecik yang penakut, lemah and bla bla? Oh wait, I guess you could ignore the second point since sometimes the way I acted makes people to treat me that way. Nonetheless, the first point is still valid. So....

MADAFAKAAAAA!
FFFUUUUUUUUU!

Eh you know what, I don't think I'll be able to be in total good, non-hypocrisy, relationship with that person I subliminally mentioned above. I don't care. Because there's just too much that I need to tolerate with that person it's killing me softly inside. I guess the only way to survive this is by being a hypocrite bitch and rage about that person behind that person. Or sorta.

I need this other person so I could mengumpat the first person with that second person. LOL do I make any sense? No? Oh get lost.

Anyway, yeah feel free to dislike my post. Whateverrrr. I know you purposely dislike everything I wrote. So whateverrr.

Unoriginal.

2011-07-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

This is what you get when I really really wanted to blog about something. And because I read too much of this blog. LOL. If you realize, I'd done the cartoon above almost like how she did. Yes I know. I'm copy-pasting. I'm lacking the originality. Oh well. At least I did give credit to my inspiration, or the source of my copying more likely. Anyway, check out her blog because it's funnehh. And expect me to do lotsa cartoons liddis because I think we all prefer this more than reading a ~~essay~~ blog post full of words.

Anyway, a late birthday wish to the big bro (although I highly doubt he reads this blog) and bestie aka blog buddy Neza :D

KTHANXBYE

a post dedicated to my twin

2011-07-22T09:13:00.000-07:00

ahh.u must be wondering if im having my birthday today.well actually no, we're twins that are separated by birth date, she went out a lil bit earlier (hence the height *no offense ian*) and i came out a lil bit late.

theres so much about her that i can blab about bout her but let me just sum up in one word.AWESOME. (this is in fact because of ur birthday.dont flatter yourself too much k.haha)

she's one of my best-est friend.i could open up to her about anything.and we share lots of things in common (not features though obviously,i wish i could have a big eyes and long eyelashes and her curls.ouuhhh.how i love em :3)

so lemme describe her through my eyes. ( a lil bit of flattery would be sense here )

she's small and petite and u feel like wanna squeeze her every time u see her (well thats how i feel, i dunno bout you) she has this big innocent eyes and a 'mancung' nose (this is what i envy bout her) and sometimes when she wants something she'll do this stare and oh God.how can u say NO to them?

she's a very funny person.she loves to laugh.she loves jokes.she sometimes attempt on lame jokes (secretly laugh out of pity.haha) i can say that she's a very happy-go-lucky person but never ever mess with her when she's in a bad mood.and you'd never want to be on her bad side.she's scaryyyy.

she loves books (novels, mags, journals? etc etc) oh oh.and comics!esp lawak kampus.thats her fave i guess unless she has a new fave already.she can read it over and over again without getting bored of it.it amuses me sometimes.and her laugh is highly contagious.u cant help laughing along though u don't know why.this reminds me of the times when we had this so-called contest and try not to laugh for a few minutes.but fail to do so every single time (good ol times)

she's the type who listens and thats what i love about her.and i never get bored being with her.for those who knows her.would surely know this.and i love how we listen to the same type of music,she's sorta like my soul-music-sister (except for the time when she was goin through an awkward stage and listens&loves all these Limp Bizkit and all.hehe) and she really catches up real fast with all the lyrics.even korean ones!

theres more that i wish to splurge on but i wouldn't wanna bore u bout her or think that im loving her more than just a friend.jk jk.im actually preparing for my finals now.so.limited time actually.but.ill just call later to wish her again.

and so.HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FARIZZAN NEZA @AVRIL LASAGNA i thank mummy and daddy to bring you in this world and thank God for letting us meet.our friendship means a lot to me.xx

*if u guys are wondering.yes ive blurred the face of the girl next to her.just so ;)

Midterm paper

2011-07-14T05:51:00.001-07:00

So tomorrow, I'm off on a journey to Johor Bahru! Me and my friends, there's 4 of us including me, will head off to Putrajaya Sentral tomorrow afternoon, and will board on the same bus together to JB. I'm ecstatic! Or at least, I will be tomorrow. Right now, my mind's too stuffed with the soon-to-be-due assignments, presentations, and other petty things that I need to solve before next week! And I won't even be around on weekends.. Geez! I am so lazy nooooow... Just finished folding my clothes and washing some of them. And that was the only productive thing I did all day. And get this, I just had my midterm paper this evening. Honestly, it was disastrous. I knew I suck real bad at history, and I didn't even make any effort to improve it. Thus, the disastrous paper! But the funny thing was, as I entered the lecture hall, I was scanning for a good seat, with good feng shui and all, and suddenly, I spotted my classmates, she was gesturing me and my friends to sit the empty row in front of her seat. So we did. And as I was just about to sit down, there's this guy behind me, he was patting my seat, indicating that he wanted me to sit there. I understood his motives, he wanted to copy my answers. And I just smiled, and sat down. When the test started, I opened the page and I was like ...... Whhaaaaaaaaaaat? I don't recall this, this one either, no certainly not this one too.. Not a thing! Haha, not much of a surprise since I haven't read a thing. I suppose, it was a really easy one, for other people. But certainly, not me. Me and history just don't click. So I started taking out my shotgun and start shooting up on random answers, while having my fingers crossed. (Note that the previous sentence is just a bad metaphor) And that was the MCQ part. How the hell should I answer the subjective part? The question goes something like: Write what you understand from this statement - 'Parliamentary systems are characterized by no clear cut separation of powers between the executive and legislative branches.' I didn't even understand the statement. What am I supposed to write? Eventually, I did wrote something, merapu la. Hoping to get at least 2 marks out of 5? It was just plain terrible. The thing is, that guy yang foreigner who sat behind me started copying my answers on the MCQ part. LOL XD How unlucky for him! Nevermind, let's fail together :)

Someone just killed my mood.
Off now~Till then.

keep your stomach safe

2011-07-03T02:43:00.000-07:00

THIS IS NOT A MEDICAL REPORT

*names that are mention have been changed

frankly speaking.im no saint.but i really care about my friends.especially the ones that i have known for quite some time.its like we practically grew up together (well.mostly) so once they are sick.obviously ull be worried.

heres the story, *Lila here hasn't been eating properly for this past few days.i noticed this for quite some time.so ive been telling her to eat accordingly.breakfast-lunch-dinner.ok so she follows me to the mess (most of the days) but lunch?on weds only prolly?thats also because we're having the same class.if not.neeeh.dinner especially.its like a serious NO-NO there.i wont even have time to try and persuade her to come.and me?i dont like to be pushy.so.yeah.i said to myself. "Apa-apa laah".which i know sounds quite harsh.but tell me.if u were in my shoes.what would u do?threathen to kill her if she wont come along?so yeah.

and so this have been actually been going on for quite some time.but before this Lila actually ate solid food.but nowadays.her life depends on junks.food much? this makes me worry more about her.and yes i kept bugging her to eat with me in the mess.and yet again.i failed.do you know how heart breaking it is to see ur friend not eating properly.i knew something bad would happen.and VOILA~

she came in the room complaining about her stomach pain, her backbone pain and her head spinning (she described it more like her head was splitting).this looked quite serious.but we didnt really thought it was like serious.SERIOUS.so we gave her pain killers and meds that we thought could help #selfprescribed.but this went on for days.again imagine the pain that she was going through.it was so sad to see that i couldnt do anything about it.which makes matter worse that i was so angry with her.

GAAAAH,the anger!-,- its not like i havent warned her before. *&^$%&*(&^%*!!! i kept my cool with a bit of effort.and yes it did came out a lil bit here and there.but.hey?wouldnt you?and again this time we (and by 'we' i mean me and *Kiki) brought her to our medical haspital at 2am in the morning.and the stupid hospital was closed.

IT WAS FREAKING CLOSED!!!!OH GOD.ITS A FREAKING HOSPITAL!!HOW CAN IT BE CLOSED??!!

so then we went back and slept and planned to go to another hospital the next day.and they did.me?i stayed at the room.i dont know why.but somehow.i couldnt follow them.it might seem cruel.but im scared that ill be more mad at her.which she eventually did made me (ill get to that part later).so i waited.i told them if there was anything,just call.and they did.apparently they didnt have enough money.geez.it was quite costly.and i had to drag along *Mia, the poor soul whos turning 20 the next day.

and so i rushed to the ATM near our college and emptied my bank account.which wasnt that much.praying to God that the bills could be paid with that much of money.and off we go~~

when we were there the first thing was pay off her bill and stuffs.saw her on the bed.lying there helplessly.oh poor *Lila :'( and she went through some tests.

HAAAAA.this is where i start being mad at her again.the doctors wanted to admit her to the hospital.but yet she didnt want to.im like.WTF?im like "WHY ARE YOU BEING SO STUBBORN?" and she insisted on being released.i just kept my mouth shut.not wanting to explode there.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.the tension!we went back to the hostel at midnight.i really really didnt wanna talk about it.i said to myself.if shes gonna ask for help.na'ah.nope.she's the one asking for it.she brought this to herself.but yet i cant help myself.that very night i insisted on her to eat the porridge.which is still a mystery on whether she ate it or not.i guess she's just a stubborn child.not that im saying its a bad thing.just might be a bit hard ......

oh well.i pray to God to let her heal ASAP as we are also towards our finals.Amin.

well kids, moral of the story, PLEASE EAT YOUR MEALS ON TIME AND EAT PROPER FOOD you're not only deteriorating your health but also people around you (they might get high blood pressure).

STAY SAFE AND STAY AT SCHOOL.

peace out.

*note to those who think they know who is it.keep it to yourself.i just had to rant out on this.at least i feel a less bit of anger in me.i think i need yoga classes to calm me down.ya think?

Rants

2011-06-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

Things haven't been going pretty smoothly as for me. Almost everything felt terrible and out of place, and though some may not be going so bad, it all felt like a misfit piece of puzzle. Like, they seemed fine, but they don't quite fit. Not the perfect match. I naturally just blame myself for what has happened, partly was because it was my own decision that led to this little chaos and partly, is because I am not the kind of person who is straight-forward, brave enough to stand up for myself. I don't go up to people saying "I don't like it that you keep asking me stupid questions." (terrible example, but you get my point) I am more to keeping things to myself, just being completely oblivious of everything else, as long as I can still take it and endure. But nowadays, some part of me seemed to start crumbling down and I am easily irritated due to my abrupt mood swings. I am so tired of people asking me all these stupid questions, it annoys me so much. I felt like firing back, "Don't you have any kind of common sense at all?". But that's not gonna happen, of course. I know there's no such thing as a 'stupid question' though I kinda doubt that most of the time, but its hard to put up with it, all freaking time. You're taking IT, you should probably equip yourself with the basics, at least. I wouldn't mind being asked such petty questions but you know, you totally made me think, how foreign are you with the computer, and secondly, did you even try? At least, use your common sense. I'm not saying its bad to ask questions but you know, agak-agakla kan. Even my lecturer once got to a point where she's totally stressed out and said "Some of you please try first. TRY TRY TRY. Because some questions is just unbearable, I cannot accept." And I was like HA-HA I get you. Questions like "How can I exit this?" "How do I zoom this?" OMG! It simply annoys me to answer these kinds of qs for a year. I'm not saying I'm the smartest kid around, of course I'm not, I know where I stand, but please don't ask questions like that soooo many times. You're annoying other people and pretty much humiliating yourself. I know, I sound mean now, but try to put yourself in my shoes. Geez, sometimes I can't even get to finish my work. Grouping up when it comes to projects and assignment is also already a freaking hard task for me. Yes, just to group up. I'm just gonna stop here.

Shifting the topic to a more happier one, I'm looking forward to watch Monte Carlo. I know, whaaaat? Monte Carlo? Out of transformers, x-men, harry potter and all? Well yeah, I'm not really into those movies. Monte Carlo stars my favourite actresses.

Can I go to spa now? Stressed out..
Off now, toodles!

Saya tiada idea nak blog pasal apa tapi saya gatal nak ber-blogging juga jadi saya letak gambar ja la.

2011-06-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

Just to show you guys some of my colleagues' comments. The #facepalm thing is, Emy Omar here is an Egyptian student but there are still people who replied her in Malay. I mean how the heck she will understand?

Oh oh and look at the first one who replied her comment. I LOL-ed at his first sentence. Haha.

Anywayy, I just realized I have no sense of whatever in music. Not at all. I mean, I thought I'm not very good in music. But then I discovered I was worse than that. Haha. I couldn't sing in tune, I couldn't play any instrument, I couldn't guess what is the song my friend played with the guitar...*sigh*. I guess mum is right. Lucky she didn't push me to be in the music industry. Haha.

That's all.

#kthanksbye

Songs

2011-06-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

Straight forward...

Love Letter - Shwayze ft The Cataracs, Dev
Adele's whole album
Hush Hush - Alexis Jordan
I Feel Like Dancing - All Time Low
Just A Kiss - Lady Antebellum
See No More - Joe Jonas Ft. Chris Brown
Not Fade Away - Florence + the Machine
Say Hello To Goodbye - Shontelle
Don't Turn Out The Lights - NKOTBSB
Love You Like a Love Song - Selena Gomez & The Scene
that's more like it - selena gomez
Notorious - The Saturdays
Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 ft Christina Aguilera
My Dilemma - Selena Gomez

That's all for now.

First of everything.

2011-06-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

I don't know what the title has got to do with the post. I simply had that in mind.

So first of, I'm staying in a house now. Hence the weight gain. Because, everyone in the house seems to be getting alone fine with the kitchen, and so; fried egg, cheese omelette, hotdogs, nuggets, bread w/ hotdog, maggi, prawns, fried mushroom, chocolate, as for now. But on the bright side, we're saving quite a lot of money on eating outside. So far things had been going pretty well, no disturbances or the likes. Hoping it would stay like this till we're moving out coz there's been some conflict actually. But naah.

Secondly, we're having an event tomorrow which is the Game Fest 3 located at MMU, Cyberjaya. I'm not really sure what kinds of activities we're gonna have (not that involved) and I'm too lazy to find out, and I'm gonna try to have a photographic memory here of the brochure that's been given out. *5 seconds* There's console games I think, LAN games, Board and Card Games. *Photographic memory attempt failed* That's all I can come up with. But if you're around, you can come and have some fun :) Further details you can just google it and go to the official website.

Other than that, this week was my first week at MMU for my 4th semester. So far I'm doing fine, classes had been short mostly, and no projects yet. But we've been told of this 'assignment' where we need to present to everyone of our ethnic. This wouldn't be hard for me as I don't think there's much Dusun there, BUT where the heck am I supposed to find the clothes? Because we'll need to wear our friend's ethnic clothes and vice versa. And the lecturer actually said we have so much time to have it posted, both local/international as she had told us in advance. But but but! Hmm~Luckily she won't be judging our presentation or speaking or anything. We'll just gonna have to do it and we'll get 10 marks for sure. -Then does it mean that we can come up front and speak like for a minute and simply go back? That does count as 'doing' it right?- My Effective Communication Skill class had been pretty fun to be in as well. The lecturer is sorta funny and well, simply fun. The rest, is.. so and so you can say.

That would be all. Bye!

no longer a facebook-er

2011-06-07T03:02:00.000-07:00

for some reason.ive deactivated my facebook acc.so to contact me, its either twitter or my skype or email.

peace out :)

berlagak pandai

2011-06-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

so here's some random story that i suddenly feel like telling.

my cousin, Haisaac just learned his ABC's and he's showing off to everyone.and i tell you, EVERYONE.to the market, to the neighbors, to strangers.he'll be repeating his ABC's.you might say its cute.yeah.it is.AT FIRST.then we (the family) starts to get annoyed by this.so, one day i asked him to read the bed's label.i knew that he could recognize the words but couldn't actually read it.you get what i mean? the conversation was like this ;

me : sac, cuba dull baca ni (points at the bed's brand name)

haisaac : haa? *trip innocent punya muka*

me : ini baaa.yang di tilam ni.

haisaac : ohh (looks hard then spells)

haisaac : V-O-N-O *muka bangga*

me : baca baa, bukan eja.

haisaac : *muka panas* V-O-N-O (pauses) TILAM!

me & family : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH =))

heheheheh.get it?

peace out ^^

the kid who knew his ABC'S

#SelfMotivation 2

2011-06-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

People's perception and expectation suck. Big time.

For example. Imagine you are a really, really smart student. And you just get your results. And surprise, surprise, you excelled in your exam. People will say, "Duh...that's normal. Nothing unusual." And you can't really share your happiness with your friends because they might say that you are gloating. Showing off. And all those nasty stuff. So you just zipped your mouth.

Now. What if you, still the smart student, getting a bad result? People will say, "Serves him/her right. He/She must has been too confident in doing the exam." Or something liddat.

How about when you are less smarter than the average?

If you are a delinquent, and get a good result, people might say you cheated. Even though you'd worked hard for it. And if you didn't get a good result, people will say it's normal and they don't really care to listen to you whining about it.

Me? Well, most of the time I think I'm lucky, to get the good results. Lucky as in getting lenient examiners, grade marks has been lowered, final scores has been upgraded and all those stuff. And I also believe that most of it is also because of berkat doa mummy.

And I guess things haven't changed that much since high school. Well, for the semester 1 result anyway.

But actually, result is not really a definite marker for someone's intelligence. It's like when you are an ustaz/ustazah laa...Doesn't mean your tahap keimanan is higher than the one who is not ustaz/ustazah. And even if your tahap keimanan is high, it might lowered the next day.

The thing with results is...they represent our past efforts. Past. Not now. Not in the future. So when people said you are smart because they know your result is good, you should keep in mind that they are talking about your past. Which means you are smarter then. Now? You might be smart, and you might be stupid. And same goes to when people said you are stupid because they know your result is bad. Keep in mind that they are talking about your past. So they're actually saying that you are stupid in the past and you can be smarter now.

Purpose of this post? As a #selfmotivation. And because I suck in motivating and cheering people up directly, so I hope that you will read this post (because I know you regularly read this blog..*wink*) and cheer up. Don't give a shit about them who judge you because of your result. Don't give a shit about them who...well...just don't give a shit to anyone. Haha.

So...once again, cheer up and don't be sad :)

Promoting :D

2011-05-28T21:55:00.001-07:00

Hey guys :D

Just wanna do a little bit of marketing here..
Looking for accessories & clothes? Cheap ones?
Maybe you can find some to your liking here, Neza Shoppe
To cut cost on the shipping, maybe I can pass some of the ordered items to some of you??
Anyone interested on any items, you can either post on the page or just let me know :)
I'll pass along the message :D
It's not mine btw. It's my sister's little business :)
Hope you can support her! Thanks!

xx

#SelfMotivation

2011-05-28T13:18:00.000-07:00

I dedicate this post to her. *wink*

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To tell you the truth, I don't really want to be a doctor. OK scratch that. I don't really know what to be. And I'm very envious of those people who are so sure of what they wanna do. Of what they wanna be.

Like, this senior of mine, who got an offer from MARA (I think it's an SPC or something) to do an engineering course (if am not mistaken). But she wanted to become an astronomer. Or something liddat. And she was so determined to become one, she rejected the offer. And kids, you know how hard it is to get a scholarship nowadays. But thank God she got the scholarship that she wanted. Doing astronomy in US. Currently she's doing her foundation. Or something liddat.

And I have this other friend, who's really determined to become a doctor, he have this long-term plan of what he wants to achieve. Do IB, go to the Royal College of Surgeons in Ireland, open up a clinic, get married bla bla bla. He even got a list of what he wants to do. One thing I remembered from his list is getting a scuba license or something liddat. He was my mobile Wiki btw, just in case you were wondering.

Me you asked?

Oh, I don't really have any great list or determination to do something. In fact, I don't think I'd want to be a doctor if my mum hadn't brainwashed me since little to become one. I wanted to be a teacher, a cartoonist, a writer, a fashion designer, an interior designer (why did I feel like I'd write about this before?) and bla bla bla.

Most of the time, I would think, how I'm not good enough for this. How I'm not ready for this. How I'm not competent enough. How there are other people who are, by far, smarter than me. And lots of other depressing and demotivating thoughts. I used to think to quit. Heck I would be lying if I say I don't think about it anymore.

But hey, I'm a good self-motivator too :P

Whenever I thought that I'm not good or smart enough, I would think back about those glory days to prove my pessimist side wrong. Not to gloat. But as a self-booster. Because deep down, I know I can do it. Whenever I thought of quitting, I would remind myself of the responsibilities I'm carrying. As a daughter, as a citizen, and most important, as a muslim.

Sometimes, you gotta sacrifice doing something that you love.

Never say ~~never~~ that you can't. Actually you CAN. You just gotta work a little bit more hard and throw all those negativity away.

Purple power!

2011-05-28T03:09:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. In case you haven't noticed (impossible), I changed the layout :) Hope you like it.

Myra, hope you didn't mind! And if so, can you please fix the header to centre and the problem with the 'stalk us' on the right side? Thanks yaw!

xx

Problems

2011-05-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

I switched on my lappy just because I felt like posting. I was lying on bed, thinking about my problems.. *sigh*. Started thinking about my driving test, my braces, my LDR (thanks to Anna for making me ponder about it as well as she did), my flight ticket, my exams, my new living place. Ohmai.. I miss the times when we were just so little, not having a tad bit care of the world, so free of problems, frowning just because we lost our bottle of milk, running to our hearts content, playing hide and seek with our friends and family. As we grew older, into the adolescent world, we kept whining about studying and how we long for freedom. All I know back then was having fun with my friends, not thinking much of the future, laughing away, being reckless.. And now, growing up to be, well, sort of, adult.. I'm starting to miss those times, when I don't have to think of so much problems and just have fun. Some wasn't really a problem, I was feeling more terrified of it, not knowing what the outcome would be like, and what would happen if it didn't go as planned, etc. I just wish I have the courage to make it through it all, but sometimes, I lost that courage. Trying to get it back, I started thinking, well, Myra made through (braces), Anna made it through (driving).. Others made it too. Why can't I? But then, this silly silly mind, automatically pops out a question, a question I hate so much. What if I didn't? What if I didn't make it through? And that's when the pressure starts revealing itself. What's wrong with you mind? Why do you have to make me so insecure nowww. Well apparently this is what happens when you have a lot of free time, and you start thinking, that too imaginative thinking. Gaaah! Gotta stop this all now, and just go through with all of this! Wish me luck with my driving test! Maybe its gonna be on the 1st of June :D *shaky knees*

IMY PANDA!

PostSecret

2011-05-20T15:54:00.001-07:00

This one is for you, Anna :)

Good luck with the LDR.

And this, is for me T__________T

Photos credit to PostSecret

That Bad Feeling.

2011-05-20T15:05:00.000-07:00

Life has been...well, in a way of saying it, a roller coaster ride of emotions. I've been filled with lotsa good, and bad feeling lately. More to the latter actually. It's like I'm anxiously waiting for something bad to happen. Like real bad. I think the feeling has subdued a bit, but it still there, at the back of my mind and heart, nudging me once in a while =/

I think it has gotta do with what my mum told me. Two of her colleagues died within this month if I'm not mistaken. And it got me thinking, what if it was me? What if it was her? What if it was him? What if?

I think most of you already know I'm not going back this summer. I'm OK with it. I'm OK with not being able to celebrate Aidil Fitri with my family. What I'm not OK with is, the probability of something bad to happen while I'm not there.

May you guys are safe and blessed by Allah.

Honestly, I cried a bit while typing this :'(

hubungan jarak jauh :|

2011-05-20T06:26:00.000-07:00

im no expert in relationships.been through a few failed ones.haha.but i hope this time it will last.i dunno.somehow, this feels right.was reading Mini Shopaholi(yea.u got that right Myra.hehe.couldnt resist the temptation :p ) and a random thought just occurred to me.about me and my relationship.

another minor thing is that im actually typing this on my way back to Sabah.to meet the love of my life.haha.in an hour time.jeeeezzz.am feeling quite nervous.is it because that im to excited or its just that its been too long?when was the last time i saw him?earlier this year me thinks.

*shitty bumpy ride*

anyways.long distance?i truly think.deep down.that its a real pain.not seeing ur loved ones?now thats shitty.my role models?my parents.they really could do it.there have been a few bumpy rides.but they've made it.and im quite awed by this (when i learned that being away from ur loved ones are quite a challenge.didnt realise this when i was a kid.thought it was normal)i rarely get to see my dad.but everytime we're together, he makes sure that i understand that he's away for work and he loves me very much.and i truly feel loved by them (sometimes they just give me too much -,-") and i appreciate this.and my mom?she an inspirational icon herself :)

and so.as i got together with mine.i do feel a lil wee bit of doubt.could we make this through?i didn't really wanna get attached to this.but then.i realized.that i truly care for him.and it gets harder * please note that it may get cheesy.BEWARNED.hehe*as i surveyed.lots of relationship couldn't make it through because of this.LONG DISTANCE.this is what im afraid of.the chances are…i don't even wanna say it.but then again.some made it through.so why not us?i guess its all about the law of attraction :p *am currently reading The Secret.a really good book to read*

ive asked around *my lil cousin bro to be exact* "HOW?" and he's said that its better that if u don't see your gf/bf always.its may sound fun but actually.banyak cabaran dia.u tend to pick fights with them.sometimes even the littlest things might annoy you.but then i ask again.what about married couples?they HAVE to see each other right?but then again.we wont know unless we try right?

another example.is this blog buddy of mine Myra.hurmm,how do u do it?SPILL!!whats ur secret?? :p and so to anybody who's having a great long distance relationship.please do share :D

p/s : i wrote this on the plane 2 days ago.

peace out :)

c-box

2011-05-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

In case anyone's wondering, the c-box had been removed due to the bots that keeps coming, clogging up the c-box. It annoys me very much so yeahh. I removed it. And I believe Myra is too, and Anna will just, go with the flow. Right? So if anyone has anything to say to us or anything, just comment on our posts, or simply in whatever ways there are.

Well, this post was supposed to be just about the c-box issue. But I'd just like to ask any of you out there about this kittens. Apparently, there's 4 kittens at our hostel area, and they've all got something like, a build up on their eyes. And I think one of them can't see due to that.. build up. Is it supposed to be normal? For most kittens to have it, and it'll get okay soon? Or was that an eye infection or something? Tell me anything you know, please. Been watching those kittens for days, and I couldn't think of any ways to help them. Here's some photos.

WARNING: Some of the pictures might be a little bit disturbing, so if you're eating.. You might wanna see this picture later.

The big one is the mother, and the ones with white chest is the probably-blind one.

This is the fluffiest one!

Help?

Update. Songs.

2011-05-10T03:47:00.000-07:00

Update on new songs. Well actually I don't really refer them as new.. Just the recent ones I've downloaded.

How Low - Ludacris
Rolling in the deep - Adele
Alligator Sky - Owl City ft. B.O.B
Time Bomb - All Time Low
Run the world - Beyonce
Summer Nights - Black Cards
One Day - Charice
Before It Explodes - Charice ft. Bruno Mars
Superhero - Chingy
You Lost Me - Christina Aguilera
Galaxy - Danity Kane
Where Dem Girls At - David Guetta
Coming Home - Diddy and Dirty Money feat. Skylar Grey
Click Clack Away - Diggy ft Bruno Mars
My Boy - Duffy
Well, well, well - Duffy
Happiness - Alexis Jordan
I feel Like Dancing - All Time Low
Good Girl - Alexis Jordan
I Need a doctor - Dr. Dre ft Eminem & Skylar Grey
Who's Laughing Now - Jessie J
What A Feeling - Jordan Pruitt
Drop It Low - Kat Deluna
Party Rock Anthem -LMFAO (Feat. Lauren Bennett & Goon Rock)
The Show Goes On - Lupe Fiasco
Did It on Em - Nicki Minaj
Rabiosa - Shakira ft Pitbull
Maybe - Sick Puppies
Written in the stars - Tinie Tempah ft Eric Turner
Never leave this bed - Maroon 5
On the floor - Jennifer Lopez ft Pitbull
Duck Sauce - Barbara Streisand

#MoodMengencang

2011-05-07T16:20:00.000-07:00

apa perasaan kau kalau kau tidak dapat tidur, sedangkan besok kau ada kelas pagi?

kau rasa macam maw blast orang seja kan.
kau rasa macam maw korek biji mata kau seja kan, because time kau nak tidur ni jugak lah time dia degil taknak cooperate with your brain. padahal 10 minit before that, kau tengah baca buku, kau tersengguk-sengguk.

i am currently experiencing temporary insomnia. macam sial seja la kan. ikutkan hati, i want to switch that freaking lights off because i believe that's the main reason of my temporary insomnia. but i can't. whyy? because my roommate is studying, regardless that it is currently 1.30 AM, which, btw, the time when the normies (that's normal people to you) go to a blisful state of freaking sleep!. yes having a roommate sometimes sucks.

eh. no. i'm not mad at my roomie. i'm just mad at the freaking lights.

i think i need to have my own room. sigh.

kthanxbai.

Courtesy. Because you could make someone's day.

2011-05-03T09:32:00.000-07:00

Crossing the street is never easy, when there's always cars passing by, with speed as if they're filming the Fast and Furious 5.

You could find yourself struggling to open the door when you're hands are full with books etc etc. Same goes to when walking up the stairs.

It is embarrassing or troublesome, when you couldn't find enough change to pay for your bus ride.

So imagine when you're in one of those situations, and suddenly a person came and help you out. Even though it might seems petty, it actually will means a lot.

Whenever you're driving, and you see someone trying to cross the street, slow down and give him a chance to cross.

If you see someone struggling to open the door with his hands full, go help him. If you're opening a door, hold the door for a while for other people.

When someone is short of RM 1 or RM 2 in the supermarket or the bus or the LRT, pay for him.

Because you could make his day a lot more brighter and happier.

P/s: Happy sebab ada pakcik kasi berenti kereta (and indirectly suruh kereta di belakang dia pun berenti sekali) and bagi kami can lintas jalan. Sudah la time tu memang tengah mengangkat barang dari supermarket. Thanks pakcik! :D

Sorry!

2011-04-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

I am currently typing this all in Notepad. While I'm still under the thoughts about the word 'sorry'. What does the word sorry means to all of you? Yes, it is a common word, heard of every single day no matter where, no matter by who. How often do you say this word with full sincerety? I say it many times though I'm not sorry for what I did. Well, in some cases, you say sorry not because of something that you did. Sometimes, it's to mend things between someone, to heal that broken relation you once had, not caring who's fault it is. Most often, this word is so easy to come out of our mouth when we commit something so silly and small, like hitting over someone (no I don't mean flirting) accidentally. "I'm so sorry!!" Very common, right? But when we commit something big, something that made a big change, that word is like stuck inside our throat, unable to come out either because we didn't want it to or that we just can't. I once stumbled upon this quote; "Saying sorry doesn't always mean you're wrong, it just means you value the relationship more than your ego". And since then, I totally hold onto that. By saying sorry, it means everything. It means that you managed to lower down your towering ego, that you're mature enough to give up and that you have the intention to actually make things better. I believe there's more reasons than that but that's all I can think of right now. Here's another thought. How often do you not say sorry? I believe it's quite often too, just like me. I admit, I sometimes fail to put aside that ego and wait till the other party does something. Though that quote I hold onto kept repeating on my head, my ego overcomes everything. That's how most of us are. Oblivious of how the word can actually make someone actually feel happy, can make things better, can even boost others self-esteem, in some cases. By saying sorry, it doesn't always mean that you're the one who's guilty, but sometimes it means that you're sorry for the situation that is happening between you and someone. That you're ready to make up and to move forward.

So the next time, put aside that ego, and start saying sorry when you feel like you need to. But don't say it if you really really don't mean it because then things would just stay the same, or maybe, worse.

Just... a thought.

Spam Spam Spam

2011-04-28T02:21:00.000-07:00

Please click on the images to zoom. Unless you could read the micro minute words.

Anyway, I got the 1st email, saying that I was a lucky winner and whatsoever and believe me, I was almost fooled. I mean, yeah I think I did subscribe or sign up to the Sony website because I did own Sony products (mp3, which I'd inherited to my lil bro, and a digicam, which I think I gave my mum. If you wanna know).

So reading through the email, it said I need to give my details and my unique PIN number. And I was like wth what's my unique PIN number? In the end I was lazy to send my details cuz was lazy to find my PIN number. And thank God I didn't. Because as you see in the 3rd image, I didn't really win anything. I guess ~~I'm not really that lucky~~ somebody hacked into Sony's email and send the 1st email.

Meh whatever.

Off to reading pharmacology.

Pointless Post

2011-04-27T15:29:00.001-07:00

Even though this post is pointless, it needs you to be very imaginative ~~(not really)~~ to fully understand the picture above.

The different coloured rectangle boxed represent mattresses of different height. The pink one is slightly higher than the purple one, as the purple one is placed on the floor.

And that's our position while studying just now. We, as in Ili and I. Ili was the one lying down othere and I was on the higher mattress.

Eh here's another picture so you get what I meant.

That's the end of this pointless post.

KTHANXBYE.

Blarghhhh....

2011-04-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

Watched Red Riding Hood just now. Amanda Seyfried is, as always.. Amazing. She's so talented and pretty. And plus, the two heroes in that movie is, believe me, smoking hot! Well, for the girls. The movie is worth watching :) but, I find myself not talking about it after watching. Meh.. Why do I feel like I lost that feeling of writing? Urgh. Like, I'm lost when it comes to writing. No idea. Nada! What is happening??? And I also lost the interest to go online, to watch dramas, to read novellls. In other words, I lost the interest to do things that I used to love. Well, I hope this is temporary. Maybe its because I've been getting pretty lazy lately. Since my classes have been cancelled to weeks in a row, and since this semester I only took 1 subject, that means free time for like, almost 3 weeks. And what did I do during my spare time? Basically, nothing worthy. What happen to the vows I made to myself? I gotta start disciplining myself!

On the other hannnnd... Anna is gonna be back to M'sia soon! Aren't you aren't you?? I'm ecstatic! But my finals is coming up soon soooo...Oh wth. Haha. Screw that. Oh, right. Discipline. Gotta start preparing from now shouldn't I? ...

All in all, well, this post isn't worth reading haha. Last minute warning.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Toodles!!

Glee

2011-04-15T21:37:00.000-07:00

Hello sunshines! Feeling gleeful today. Today's itinerary would be
i) Check out a house at SK
ii) Makan
iii) Buat assignment if can
iv) Buat tutorial
v) Nothing important.

Yes! Am excited about the house.. Ngee~Hope it is exactly like in the pictures. We're planning to rent a house for our 2nd year, because we missed out on the hostel application. Hmm. But I hope the weather would treat us nice. It's kinda cloudy today, and am predicting that it's about to rain soon. Oh well, our mission today must be accomplished anyhow! What am I ranting about now.. On a side note, I bought 6 other novels, which I already told Anna and Myra. But haven't even finish reading Nicholas Sparks yet. Few more pages left :)

Scream 4. Is it really horrifying? Scary? Everybody's been talking about that movie. Am looking forward to watch it because of that. Maybe this Monday. I guess that would be all. Toodles~

p/s: Neesa how did you change the layout? Did you put your own codes or, download a template from somewhere or..? Let me know :)

Rio :)

2011-04-12T07:51:00.001-07:00

Went to watch movie just now. The right day was supposed to be tomorrow since it's movie day, but we all felt like going today, so we went and watch Rio. It was hell funny! Laughed too much that my cheek felt sore. It's so good that I think I feel all my stress draining out. Honestly, it wasn't that I felt stressed of studying, far from it actually, since I only have one subject for this semester. It's about something else, but it's good to get it off my mind even just for a little while :)

Aaagh. Gotta start doing my assignment. It's due in two more weeks. Ugh. Off now, toodles!

None.

2011-04-07T21:38:00.000-07:00

Hallo everyone. Not much to say today.

I bought a novel yesterday, Nicholas Sparks - The Choice :)

And Anna, if you want to download Khuntoria.. Skype me!

Imperfections

2011-04-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that I've changed for someone who didn't appreciate what I did, someone to which in his eyes, I just wasn't good enough. I was incomplete. I wasn't how he wanted. Someone who looked past all the things that I've changed to become for the better, and looked closely upon things that I haven't changed yet. That is still part in me. Was I really a bad person? I don't do drugs, I don't drink alcohol, I don't go to clubs, I don't wear super sexy clothes, I don't flirt. Hell, I ain't no angel, I did lots of wrongdoings, but isn't everyone like that? I appreciate that he wants to shape me into someone better, but maybe, this isn't the right way. Or maybe I was just an obstinate person. I don't even know now. I don't even want to think anymore. I'm just gonna put on my best oblivious act and try to get through the days. *sighs* Maybe I deserved it.

xx.

Belts and bangles.

2011-04-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

Went to the Al-Azhar University, Alexandria's campus just now. Ikut my housemate. Sekali sekala, maw merasa masuk kuliah kakak2 pengajian Islam.

At first I was soo excited. Bila sudah masuk dalam lecture hall tu, I was still excited. Even when the lecturer came, I was still excited. But 5,6 minutes after the lecture started, I was getting nervous. Because the lecturer "rajin tanya soalan". And I felt like he kept looking at us. Especially me. Oh.Em.Gee. So whenever the professor said "banat maliziya", which basically means "anak perempuan Malaysia", I was like, ohemgeematilamatilamatilatolonglajantanyaaku. Haha.

Then, when it's almost 10.30 am (the lecture started at around 9++), the lecture was finished, and I can breathe normally again. Haha. Went to the cafe and bought burger because my tummy was thiiiisss close "singing a song". Camwhoring a bit. Then went back to Miami (in case you guys still don't know, our home is situated at an area (/district?) called Miami. Bought 2 sets of bangles at only 17.50 EGP, which roughly is less than RM 10. Which is damn cheap methinks.

So here's some pics taken in the Al-Azhar Uni

Entrance

Bangunan baru

Hujung bangunan tu is the cafe

Lepak makan burger dulu.

And here's the bangles I told you about. The gold-like one is 10 EGP, the silver one is 7.50 EGP. Cheap cheap cheap. If anyone could point me to something cheaper than these (in Malaysia la), do lemme know. Tak kisah la branded or tepi jalan punya. Because this one is tepi jalan punya juga. Haha

On a side note, Dayang told me there's a sale in Quicksilver/Roxy and the belts are damn cheap! Wanna buy!

Marshmallows and ice-cream

2011-04-01T12:28:00.000-07:00

I gotta admit. I have a crush on my senior. But this is a totally different type of crush. It's not the oh-my-I-would-really-like-to-be-his-girlfriend type of crush. No. I'm already beyond that. It's a oh-my-he's-so-cute type of crush.

OK I don't think I make myself very clear.

You know how you meet little kids and they're just so cute and you can't help smiling while looking at them? That's how I am with this senior of mine. He's just so cute and very gentle and...well, kind. Haha.

Oh don't get me wrong. Please. This is just a totally innocent crush.

On a side note, I'm dying to buy The Clique's Summer Collection. Which costs me 250 EGP, after discount (initial price is 380 EGP). And the collection has 5 books. Oh my. I've been thinking about the books for a while now.

Neza, please help me and check your Yahoo e-mail.

KTHANXBYE

P/s: The title of the post is totally random.

Been meaning to do this

2011-04-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

And finally the right mood came crashing :)

Song updates :

Taio Cruz - Little Bad Girl
Adam Lambert - Aftermath
Selena Gomez - Who says
The Ready Set - Young Forever
Trey Songz - When I See You
Justin Bieber ft Rascal Flatts - That Should Be Me
Justin Bieber ft Miley Cyrus - Overboard (Live)
Green Day - Cigarettes and Valentines
Chris Medina - What Are Words
Christina Perri - Arms
The Script - For The First Time
Death Cab For Cutie - You Are A Tourist
Frankie J - Crush
Hot Chelle Rae - Tonight Tonight
Jay Sean - Moment To Love
Panic At The Disco - Ballad of Monalisa
Ne Yo - Not Strong Enough
Pitbull - Something For the DJs
The Friday Night Boys - Stuttering
The Wanted - All Time Low
3 Doors Down - When You're Young
30 Seconds To Mars - Closer To The Edge
Auburn - All about Him
Big Time Rush - Boyfriend
Britney Spears - Till the world ends
Good Charlotte - Last Night
Hellogoodbye - Touchdown Turnaround
Justin Bieber - Up
Plain White T's - Hate (I Really Don't Like You)
Yellowcard - For You And Your Denial
Travie McCoy - We'll Be Alright
Trey Songz - Spray
Sean Kingston - What's My Name
Jay Sean - Moment To Love
Miley Cyrus - Who Owns My Heart
Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song
Bruno Mars - Marry you
Sean Kingston ft Justin Bieber - Won't Stop
Far East Movement - Candy
Ciara - If Only

Please note, some of these songs aren't exactly new to you, but I lost track of how new they were and they've been rotten in my folder so I'm just gonna type it down. And, there's more actually, but my mood is starting to fade by now. That's all. Hope you enjoy.

and so it seems

2011-04-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

this time i wanna share my experience on taking a share auto.

its basically a common transport here in india.u can find it anywhere.seriously.ANYWHERE.

thats how an auto looks like.'scuse my lil friend there ^^

one thing is you must be very very careful with the auto drivers here.most of them are liars, cheaters etc etc.come to think of it.ive never met one honest driver.yet (still hopeful here).and so.the least we would spend to get out from my sad place here to the nearest town would cost us more than rp100.which i find it quite expensive.i guess prolly that these drivers think that foreigners have lots of money -,- they should really check up on that.

one fine day, i was suppose to go a rehearsal but i didnt have anyone to go with from my college.the other alternative was to go together with a bunch of students from another college.and yes i went with them.and that was the first time i heard about '' SHARE AUTO ''.

ahh.you must be wondering why im so excited bout this particular auto.its because it is FREAKINGLY CHEAP!!!!!!i just had to pay rp10 to go anywhere!!its like a mini bus :) i was so shocked to get to know bout this.after all this while spending lotsa money just to get to the city.i was literally smiling from ear to ear.the amount of money we could've saved!

and yeah.since then we were determined to only take share autos.hehe.but the funy part is that we've only been on twice on it.since we never really have time to go out and all.and the latest ride was yesterday's.it was smooth as a baby's bottom ^^ we took an auto first.which we had to pay rp20 then took a share auto, rp10 to NSK = Skywalk, a shopping complex and watched a movie there.it was only like rp 17 only to get there and usually we'd spend rp150 on each ride (not splitted).we had to walk a lil but HEY.WE SAVED OUR BLOODY MONEY :D

it was a hot afternoon and Baiey was complaining.look who's complaining.i was the one fasting :p yet so, we still arrived the complex in one piece.went straight up to the ticket booth and bought tickets for SUCKER PUNCH.

and wow.they we're smokin :p

no wonder guys we're posting crazy bout this movie.i thought it srsly as awesome as i thought it would be.i guess.it would be really awesome if you're into games and all that.most of the time they we're BS-ing us people.come on guys.lets think for a sec.could one short hot blond girl kill 3 EFFINGLY BIG SOLDIERS? laughed a bit here and there thinking on how ridiculous this movie could get.i survived the movie but my beloved roomate was nicely sleeping throughout it :p i knew she wasnt really into this type of movies.i remember her saying

"i like stories that we can relate to real life.like romantic love stories"

sorry Kavita.i thought it was gonna awesome.but theres always the good part in it:) the soundtracks were pretty awesome :D esp the starting song ' Sweet Dreams Are Made of This' and the quotes! the old guy do give inspirational sayings :D and so we went back home after that.and im proud to say that we came back before curfew.we've been scolded endless time by our warden.talk abt leaving school life huh? well.to sum up my post.its mainly abt share autos and how Sucker Punch sucked.lol.

peace out.

6r9v6tb0nyhijkk,l,

2011-04-01T03:42:00.000-07:00

Super bored. Super duper dipper. I actually have an assignment that I haven't even started doing.. I guess this is just how things get when you have too much free time. Seriously. Aaaarggghhhh! I can't even watch movie anymore. I'm too bored of it! What's happening to meeeee..........

Pray that I don't die out of boredom.

.....

B O R E D !

SpongeBob Square Pants in China

2011-03-30T11:27:00.000-07:00

ROFL :D

I'm so pissed I don't care about the this post's title.

2011-03-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

You would think that you know me. But you don't. And even if you did, I would just deny it completely, just so you won't act like you know me. Because frankly, that annoys me.

And speaking of things that annoy me, there are plenty of 'em actually.

I don't like it when you start to ask around how I'm doing. I don't like it when you start telling people not to befriend me.

Don't you see? It makes you a control freak. IFREAKINGHATETHAT. No. I don't hate you. I just hate it how you're trying to control every single move I did. And it makes you look like you don't trust me. At all. Yes I know I fucked up. But it doesn't mean I will keep on fucking things up between us.

I have no problem at all, with you and all your girl friends. Because I FREAKING TRUST YOU. And FYI, I read your texts about some girl named Anis. I could easily be mad at you, for having another girl's name in your phone, but I don't. Why? BECAUSE I TRUST YOU. I know for fact who's your love, and who's your friend. So I don't need to point out to every girl friend of yours and demand to know what the hell is your relationship with her.

Oh yes I know I'm not perfect. I admit, I do check out other guys. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WANNA HOOK UP WITH EVERY SINGLE OF THEM goddammit. When I pass by a handsome guy, all I think is "wah hensem oo laki ni" and that's all! Even when I pass by a cute/pretty girl would think to myself "wah comel/cantik oo pompuan ni" BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANNA HOOK UP WITH THEM right?? Because if it does, that will make me a lesbo. Which I could safely assure you, I'm not.

Honestly, tell me, do I look like a slut who wants to be with every guy friend she has? If yes, screw you! Why the fuck you still want to be with me? If no, then why you act like I am?

I'm starting to think that you to be with me not because you really want to. It's like you are trying to prove something.

You thought that acting you're jealous is cute. No. It's not. I freaking hate that. Do you really need to ask me 10 times with whom I'm chatting with, when in fact I already told you repeatedly that I'm chatting with you??

I think we need to work on our trust issue. Well, YOUR trust issue mostly.

Ugh. I sometimes do wish I'm single and free as a bird, so I could do any single fucking thing I want, and my way. I mean, even my mum isn't as controlling as you are.

FML.

Melaka + Seoul

2011-03-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

Melaka + Seoul.. whattt? No.. Not Seoul as in the state, but a restaurant :)

Last week, was a splendid one. For me. I went to Melaka, followed my friend back to her place. As predicted, we went to A Famosa, took several pictures, and then went shopping. Nothing much actually.. But it was a nice trip anyway. Pssst. I also bought a bubble gun! ;)

By Sunday, I went back to MMU and the next day we went to eat at Seoul Garden. The food is scrumptious! Yuuuummmmmm. Gawd, now I'm craving for it *drool*. I pretty much lost my mood to type on the gory details, so I'm just gonna post few pictures. A picture speaks a thousand words aite..

Seoul G!

The raw food.

Sorry too lazy to put caption :P and sorry again the pictures are a little bit messed up. I bet you know which one is the Melaka pictures and otherwise.

xoxo.

Attention to girls who love taking self-shot photos.

2011-03-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

To girls yang suka posing in suggestive ways in their profile pictures. Why aa? Trying to poke at men's interest ka? And yang still under-aged, trying to poke at pedophile's interest ka?

What exactly you are trying to establish? Purposely angkat kamera tinggi2, to show your nonexistent cleavage and your repulsive cellulited-thighs? Please, have some self-respect you girls. Don't you ever think what will happen when you post the pictures? Imagine a random guy (who might be a stranger, or even your friend) getting turned on by your pictures. And he, God forbid, jerk off by imagining you, thanks to your plentiful suggestive pictures.

Euw. That's just truly disgusting. It's like you were raped, except that you didn't know you were fcuked. Which is worse I think.

So girls, next time you wanna take a self-shot picture, please remember what I wrote.

KTHANXBYE.

It's never too early for a wishlist.

2011-03-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

Every year, I see people struggling when trying to buy a present for someone. Especially when it comes to birthday presents. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why I'm writing this.

Just in case you are wondering what to buy me for my birthday (which is on November, and yes I know it's 8 months to my birthday but heck I'm giving you guys time to save up money for my presents :P), here's a list of what I would like to have (please note that I accept presents even when it's not my birthday. Thank you)

Novels (more on this later)
Ipod
Handphones
New laptop
A car (I'm not fastidious so don't worry)
A house (OK ini sebagai hadiah birthday agak melampau tapi manataw kamu dapat rumah free and you don't know what to do with it, better give it to me. LOL)
Bangles and bracelets, especially charm bracelets
Shirts and blouses (preferably t-shirt but please, no baby tees)
Tudungs and shawls
Bags
Shoes (but this one is tricky since I have wider feet, compared to the average size, and I might not fit into the shoes that you bought)
Key-chains (because I collect 'em)
Any girl's accessories might do. The thing yang orang usually gantung2 di handphones, buttons/badges yang orang pin di beg dorang (I don't really know what to call 'em cuz I usually just call it buttons)
Gift vouchers, preferably RM100 and above.

And that, ladies and gentlemen, ends my wish list.

P/s: To be honest, it's easier to buy a girl a present than to buy for a guy.

Movie update

2011-03-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS MOVIE. Seriously. Its funny plus lovely and omg, just everything! Maybe, its not to much liking for some of you, but I really love it. At first, I wanted to watch it so desperately because it stars my favourite actors/ess. And of course, I don't regret watching it at all. In fact, I wanna watch it again! And I love Neil Patrick Harris. He's so just...ohhh... he's just really OSEM. And kinda good looking :) Anna & Myra, you should watch this! Don't know if you're gonna love it, but I bet you would! See the details here http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1152398/

Right now, I'm waiting for Red Riding Hood http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1486185/
Not sure if its nice, but seems like it.

OH! I've also watched Mars Needs Moms! This one is also hilarrrious. Best part is watching how they made the movie at the end of it. So if you're gonna watch it, don't leave the cinema when the movie ends.

I actually have quiz at 4pm. Guess I gotta continue studying. Toodles! ^^

waaaaaaah

2011-03-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

vanity theft - anatomy

La Laine a.k.a Miranda from Lizzie McGuirre :O

ROFL

2011-03-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

Watch the video I posted below, THEN watch this. Have fun.

Rebecca Black - Friday

2011-03-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

"AWESOME" songggg. check this one out if you haven't :)

Happy Happy Birthdayyy

2011-03-17T03:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To Mohd Ikhwan Chacho.. :) May you have the greatest birthday ever and dimurahkan rezeki..Blajar bagus2 wawan.. Jgan lupa kami sahabat2 kau di MRSM..

Actually I have a great story to share, but, toooo laaazzzyyy to type right now. Feeling more like playing games ;)

p/s : Oit wawan! Napa blog ko private? Teda lg invite kami ne..

Xiaxue's Guide To Life: Blogging

2011-03-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

I'm not really an avid blog reader. I only read some blogs. I mean, heck, I'm not really interested in knowing what another boring day you have, and how you are sorry for not updating your blog because you are busy and you don't have any mood and all that.

Besides, another reason why I hate blog reading is because of the blog itself. Fonts too small, fonts too curvy and complicated for an easy read, the blog is too colourful till my eyes hurt, too many widgets and all nonsense that made your blog sooo damn slow to load, and last but not the very least, the music.

I mean, c'mon. Why on earth would you put music on your blog?? Even one of Singapore's top bloggers agree with me.

When it comes to no-no's in blogging I guess the first one would be to put music in your blog because that would just annoy people.

It's really, really annoying.

It's annoying enough for me to click off a page, rather than to search your whole complicated clustered page for where your stupid embedded youtube video is and click pause. I mean I rather just click, I don't want to read this anymore.

And it's really irritating especially when somebody is listening to some song on their comp and then your music is mixed with it.

It's like nobody cares about what music you like la. So annoying.

That's basically what she said in this video of hers.

Xiaxue's Guide To Life: Blogging

So now, ladies and gentlemen, do me a favor and remove the music from your blog now.

KTHANXBYE

Be prepared to be amazeddddddd

2011-03-09T21:49:00.001-08:00

OK so now I'm in the mood in doing the blog's background. Nothing special though. Found some tutorials on how to make your own background and I'm pretty excited to do it yaw. Though I'm not really that creative, so I'm not really sure if the combination of the images I use is nice. Hoping that I could ask for Neza's and Anna's opinions, but then that will only delay the process. Because I can't waaaaiittttt to do this. Haha.

Oh well, must do other important stuff first.

KTHNXBYE

UPDATE:

OK so I din managed to amazed u guys. The background still sucks. Haha. Sorryyyyyy. Will try to do better than this. It's just I'm lacking of ideas.

Anyway, credits to KevinAndAmanda.com for the tutorial on how to do the background. It's very helpful yaw and once you've know the basics, you could do it all by yourself. Oh and not to forget Shabby Princess for the scrapbook source.

UPDATE 2:

Changed the header too. Eh can do laaa for a newbie.

Nothing weighs lighter than a promise.

2011-03-05T23:42:00.000-08:00

A promise is a commitment by someone to do or not do something.

In An-Nahl, God forbids Muslims to break their promises after they have confirmed them. All promises are regarded as having Allah as their witness and guarantor. In the Hadith, the Prophet states that a Muslim who made a promise and then saw a better thing to do, should do the better thing and then make an act of atonement for breaking the promise.

for i have made a promise to someone that i really care about.i don't know why but i really feel like its a very huge responsibility.i actually mean what i say.i don't wanna be the type of people who makes promises and don't honor them.promises are a really big thing for me.even pinky promises.just felt like letting it out.

I WILL HONOR MY PROMISE TO YOU.

just letting you guys know that im coming back this May :D yipee-dee-doo!! gonna meet my dad that i havent seen for nearly a year (T.T) wuaaaaa.i miss him so so so so so much.

PAPAAAAAAAAAAA.I MISS YOUUUUUU

the only way we communicate is through skype or phone.which we rarely do.its quite awkward actually talking through the phoneand all.i prefer live contact .where i can tease his belly, hug him and all.though i dont miss his looooooooong lectures.hehe.CANT WAAAAIT.mama bought me tickets already :D smilling from ear to ear now.gonna leave Chennai on the 1st of May, 0010 hours.ahh.gonna be one of the happiest goodbyes in my life.and im gonna have 1 month hol.which i can imagine it passes very very fast :/ then back to good ol MADC >,<>

ive finally reached my 100th post :D LETS CELEBRATE.

hehe.imma slow updater.i procrastinate a lot.a lot means A LOT.a habit which i wish that could be deleted easily.that can just be drag to the Trash.that that...ahhhhh.words are just meaningless.haha.PROCRASTINATION KILLS. or so i tell myself each time i feel lazy but yet still ignore it.hee.

ian.i miss you so.

This post is dedicated to that person who didn't have FB and missed out on the pics I posted there. You know who you are.

2011-03-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

Disclaimer: Pictures does not necessarily in order. The writer is too lazy to arranged the pictures in the correct sequence due to hunger. And due to the significant amount of photos in the post, please click below to read the rest of the post.

Ni bangunan baru. OK obviously this is not abuilding, but a sign(?) but you could see it sparkles with "new-ness". Haha
Ni bangunan lama.
New building.Lab.
Bukan agenda atau ingin mencontohi Freemason/Illuminati/Dajjal.

Gambar makanan kapal mesti amik.

Airport 2nd yang kami pigi. The correct one. Kin kasian ni airport. Tak caya? See below picture.
This is the waiting place. Sedih kan? Cannot wait inside. No waiting place.

Mentang2 sikit ja orang, terus conquer la ni tempat, bikin cam rumah sendiri? Oh btw this is the 1st airport we went to. Nice la. Even though a bit small. Paling nda banyak orang la kan di sini. Haha. Too bad this is the wrong airport so we had to go to the 2nd airport. Which is not syiok. At all. Nasib ja nda payah bermalam di sana (the 2nd airport).
Hehe, cam taw2 plak dorang ni taw, kasi dekat2 itu dua tempat.
Awkward pose. Sila ignore. This is the 1st airport we went to.
Siap ada fountain lagi.

2nd batch of demonstrators
1st batch of demonstrators.
Kat sini pun ada anjing. Bukan setakat unta OK? Haha. Well, to be honest, never see a camel here in Alexandria.
The St. Stefano. Actually yang tinggi2 tu hotel. Four Seasons. The mall is behind the hotel.
Every mall ada benda ni. The one yang screen you for...I dunno. Metal objects perhaps?
Solat jumaat di St Stefano pun boleh. FYI, it's a shopping mall.

Kat sini pun ada fun fair OK?
Muka excited maw naik Drop Zone. Haha.
I'd conquered the Drop Zone. Have you? :P
Kitorang kat sini pun ada Pizza Hut, Domino's Pizza, KFC, McD ok? Bukan semua makanan Arab OK? haha.
Close up on how to say/write KFC in Arabic.
Islam itu mudah. Solat kat luar masjid je la kalau dalam masjid dah penuh. Biarlah kat tepi jalan sekali pun. Oh and FYI, at this time, dah tak cukup ruang kan, so ada gak orang bentang tikar on the road. Yes, literally ON the road, nak solat. Pandai2 la kereta tu nak belok so tak terlanggar orang. Haha.
Bangunan tinggi2 doesn't mean dia maju. Mostly rumah je yang tinggi2 tu. Macam flat gitu.

Points to take note:
- Kerusi yang di-multipurpose-kan sebagai tempat menggantung sweater.
- Meja yang di-multipurpose-kan sebagat tempat makan (esp during breakfast), tempat belajar, and as ironing board.
- As an avid reader, novel mesti ada. Could see 4 out of (5? 6? I forgot...haha) novels I have. Ceh :P
- Horlicks yang dikirim dari Malaysia. No Horlicks in Egypt.
My breakfast. If we're not too late to go to the class laa. Haha. OK kadang2 makan roti, cereal, not necessarily just biscuit.

Kasian. Bida' ni sign. haha.
SIAPA CAKAP SINI TEDA SHOPPING MALL + WAYANG?? tumbuk kamu sana. haha.Ni tiket wayang. Cam kin kesian jugala ni tiket. Haha. Well atleast got cinema OK? And no, we din watch some Arabic movie. This is either You, Again or Harry Potter.Siok ini movie. But I din watch it here la. I tengok kat Malaysia je. Free gitu :P

The last one is my current FB profile picture, Neza. Using Saiful Amri's DSLR (dunno what's the model, only know that it's a Nikon). Only kamera mahal can capture this kind of picture. Haha. But I still don't want to buy a DSLR. Just not my type.

Flames of ambition

2011-03-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

I've always had the passion to play piano. Screw passion, maybe just high interest. And those flames of ambition were just reignited back again when I listened to several songs in piano version 5 mins ago. Some of it played by typical teenagers like us, and some by professionals, and some, well I don't really know who they are. But nonetheless, I just love how they can play a good song out of that musical instrument. I don't know why I chose to have high interest over piano than any other musical instruments. Back at primary school, most of my friends entered piano class and they are always discussing in class which grade they were, or what song they just learned to play, etc etc. And one day I gained my courage, asked my dad about it; ME entering piano class. Calmly enough he responded "Mana boleh.. Yan besar suda. Mesti belajar dari kecik ba tu. Kawan2 Yan tu lucky la ambil kelas dari dulu." And I believed him 100%. Funny, I just learned the truth when I was 16 years old when I asked my junior why she had to go back every weekend (from asrama) and she said it's because she had piano lessons. And I spilled about my interest and how unlucky I was blah blah blah. Brows raised, she told me she started taking those lessons when she was 13. That got me puzzled and it took me long enough to realize that my father actually tricked me! An understanding girl I am, I believed he has his reasons as to why he actually said that. I haven't really figured out those reasons until now, but it didn't matter. Truthfully, I have a lot of goals, vague ones mostly, for example "I want to be a more charismatic person." or "I want to be a good Muslim." or "I want to be at the top of the class." - and the list goes on. But then they all eventually die down, probably because I'm just a lazy person. They're there, but I just didn't quite strive enough. They have to be reignited often, and I believe all of you knows how that feels like. Anyhow, I hope to be 'reignited' often enough to achieve my goals!

Hello March, Hello Layout :)

2011-03-01T08:49:00.000-08:00

Hi peeps! Like the new look? Sorry if you're not a fan of it. Was just playing around and accidentally made some changes without having the option to turn it all back to the original one. So I went through it all, made several changes. By the way, February haven't really been a good month for me, so I'm hoping March would treat me nicely. Be nice to me March! And to all of you too, of course. I'm having my driving seminar tomorrow.. I know I have em late unlike you guys out there. So.. gotta sleep early or else I'm gonna yawn all the way. BTW, Anna sorry I missed out on your call.. And to Nisa, hope to hang out with you soon enough. I really really really miss you guys. And alllll of my friends.. Sonia, Wek, Pilay, Eir, Bab, Pinaz etc.. Urgh! Feeling like giving you guys a big bear hug right now! Off to bed. ^^

p/s: Tatiana Phakdee! You have our support babe, be strong aight!

eeeeeeeeeeeee.saya tension yang teramat sangat ni.

2011-02-28T04:38:00.000-08:00

ive been having tests non-stop.and im really getting tensed up -,- honestly.ive never really studied this much.not even fr my spm.my life now is just disastrous.

sleep - wake up - mandi - class (till 3pm) - sleep (till 4pm) - mandi - study - till maybe probably 7 like that. - eat - study - sleep

ok.so maybe not directly.did have breaks here and there.but still.been complaining here and there but theres nothing much they can do either.suka nda suka i have to live up with it la kan :/ and everyones been telling me that its gonna pay off.is it?is all this trouble really worth it?been quite doubtful these days.am i on the right track?is this what i really want?

ive never really taken much thought about my future.i dont even know why i even chose this course.originally i wanted to take up on Psychology, how did i ended up here anyway?

hmmm.maybe im just having a meltdown now.hope things will get better soon.

btw.anatomy wasn't that bad today.

I AM STRONG.THIS IS NOTHING.I CAN DO THIS.

poker face

2011-02-27T02:42:00.001-08:00

ironic-ly,the exact look.with an upgrade.haha.

Appearance Is A Touchy Topic

2011-02-23T09:59:00.000-08:00

EXACTLY. It's so tiring to have a constant reminder of your flaw beside you everyday, and yet when those words pop out of their mouth you were so busy trying to hold back your tongue from firing back some negative responds. Once or twice is enough, if you really need to say it. But almost everyday? Common. Some more, comparing me with someone else? Frequently enough? That's.. crazy. I feel like holding a mirror right to their face.

Once upon yesterday

2011-02-20T00:57:00.000-08:00

Aaaah. Home sweet home! Finally back at Sabah. Felt soooo good. Didn't realize that I miss to be home so much. Loving the atmosphere, the smell, the food, the smiles, the people,everything! But before that, I had an absolutely heart-racing experience yesterday.

So the story goes..
Like this.

Woke up at 11.15 am. Flight was at 3.10pm. I didn't quite rush, not knowing I was gonna be late. So I took a shower, did a final packing for my stuff, and then played with Momoe (the cat) for quite a bit while waiting for my sister to finish getting ready. At 12 noon, we raced out of the house. While on the road, my sister decided that it's better for me to take the LRT to KL Central and to LCCT by bus because she predicted we won't be able to make it on time by car coz soon the road will be all packed, and so I did. Supplied with only RM25, I took the train and after arriving at LCCT, I dashed to the counter, only realizing it was already CLOSED! Yes, closed. I calmed my soon-to-be-frantic self, and asked a lady air asia staff whether the counter is REALLY closed, and she actually responded "Belum bukak lagi la dik..". That got me a little bit puzzled. Since she looked pretty pissed, (I didn't know if she was actually giving me a sarcastic answer) I wandered off feeling lost. But a second after that, I decided to ask another staff and this one actually guided me through, and when she realized the counter was closed, she led me to the service counter. So I went there and the person said he couldn't help me anymore as I'm already late and they've filled the plane so they couldn't possibly fit me in any longer. So I asked if he could get me into the next available plane, and after typing violently he said there is one at 4.25 pm but I will have to pay some money. And so I thought it could be around less than RM100, (because I thought maybe that's like a fee that I have to pay to shift my ticket time) he said I have to add RM321. I was literally shocked since that I only have RM20 with me that time. And I told him to wait some time while I call my parents, and I did. I called my dad and amazingly, he didn't get angry and asked me if I had that much money in my bank account. So I checked my balance, realizing my scholarship money had just been wired in. So I withdrew the money and paid the person. Honestly, I made the story pretty brief but the were several series of minor events that made the whole story funny, but am too lazy to write it here. In the end, I got the ticket and was trying to calm myself. Feeling hungry and relieved, but still having the "post-panic" (is there such a word?) feeling, I headed to McDonald and treat myself to an ice-cream. I got enough time to get myself all settled down and finally entered the gate. And by last night, it all seemed like a pretty funny experience to me. Smiled even thinking about it. THE END!

xx neza

Be careful what you wish for

2011-02-16T23:21:00.000-08:00

"Universe has a great sense of humor, that sometimes having your dream come true can feel like a nightmare."

This phrase has been stuck in my mind for the last 48 hours since watching Gossip Girl. So true, isn't it? I thought I finally got what I wanted. Not that I've achieved my biggest dream, but just a minor one. Something that we wish on a daily basis. Again, you know what they say, be careful what you wish for. To think of it, I don't really like what I finally had now, but again, I'm unsure. Is this really what I wanted? Half of me said yes and the other said no. And if so, then how can I not feel content? I admit, I do feel that surge of happiness when I first realized I got what I wanted. But eventually, it started to wear off and now, I'm left feeling puzzled what is the right solution to this. I'm guessing, if I still couldn't decide, I'm gonna leave the decision-making to life. Sometimes, you're given the time to decide, and when you've reached that time limit still undecided, life takes the authority to decide for you whether you like it or not. And maybe, I'm gonna do just that. I'm gonna try to decide, and if I've reached the time limit, I'm just gonna wait where life is gonna take me.

Wiki wiki wa wa

2011-02-15T21:03:00.000-08:00

Greetings.

For those who stalk me on Twitter (haha as if), I've mentioned quite few times about my mobile Wiki.

So, who/whaddaheck is mobile Wiki actually?

At high school, there's this guy who, I kinda look up to. Because he's not only smart, he's also hardworking, and he seems to know everything. Well, everything that I never bother to know about. Mostly about current issues.

Being a high school-er, it's important for me to know about current issues, no matter how much I hate reading the news, for our essays. And interviews. Haha. Oh it's still important to be up to date about the current issues.

So, I had an alternative. Instead of reading the boring news, I would have him to tell me about it. It's a win win situation. I would get to know about the issues, and he's doing a good deed. Menyebarkan ilmu gituu.

Other than telling me issues, I would ask for his opinions about relatively serious matters, such as the politics. And he's quite good at giving his opinions.

And now, since we're no longer in one place, I couldn't really go to him and ask him. Because...well because he's not the type of friend that I always contact.

Oh, and he's the mobile Wiki. As in mobile Wikipedia. Wikipedia bergerak. Got it?

So. Now I'm left without my mobile Wiki.

To compensate, I would read Obefiend's blogs (refer to my previous post). Because he's perspective is...interesting, in a way of putting it. But I couldn't really have a real conversation with him because...I'm one of thousands of his readers and he wouldn't really give a damn about me and my questions.

And so, ladies and gentlemen. I'm opening up the position of being my mobile Wiki. It's not hard really. You just need to be accessible whenever I need you, could gimme your opinions regarding stuff that I asked, up to date with the issues worldwide, extra info about other stuff (science etc etc) is a plus and...oh, not boring.

So anyone interested?

just cant help it.

2011-02-15T03:15:00.000-08:00

so v-day isnt really my thing.but i just love the song

Happy Maulidur Rasul everyone :D

When you get replied.

2011-02-14T19:07:00.000-08:00

I was out the whole day yesterday. So at night, I switched on my laptop and browsing through the usual stuff when I saw this.

Ya saya jakun/sakai.

Saya ulang sekali lagi. Ya saya sakai/jakun.

Oh, and dear Obe, there are still people who don't know you yet so you are not that famous I guess. Haha.

Check out his blogs yaw.

F.O.A
Blog Serius (he usually update this one)

OK I think I'd posted his links before but whaddaheck.

KTHANXBYE!

“'Age' is the acceptance of a term of years. But maturity is the glory of years.”

2011-02-12T01:19:00.000-08:00

i remember the days of my secondary years.i thought ive left behind all the childish acts.the dramas.the silly arguments.but clearly i was wrong.we continued.i tried not to go with the flow.but i was just like everyone else.humans make mistakes.theres no doubt to that.

as i entered college.life was was taking its own course.i was at the absolutely happy with life back then (this isn't so long ago) indeed ive found true friends back there.you could say that i felt that i was on top of the world :D

and again as i entered the so-called professional college.i thought that id meet more mature peers.and sadly.this was worse than ive ever experience.all the stories being made up.adding spices to stories.how lifeless can these people be.

i know.ive done things that im not proud of.but ive never ever ever deny it.its funny how people create stories.well.partly it is true.but.why cant people just let it be.whats done is done.whyddya wanna make a big deal out of it?satisfying much?

needless to say.ill just bear with it.will be stuck here for another 4 1/2 years (with God's will).

i miss my friends.my true friends.the one who's been there for me through ups and down.

Updating playlist

2011-02-10T23:46:00.000-08:00

Mike Posner - Please Don't Go
Mike Posner - Another Love Song
Mike Posner - Delta 1406
Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me
Mike Posner - Deja Vu
Mike Posner - Halo (remake of Beyonce's Halo)
Will.I.Am Ft Nicki Minaj - Check It Out
3Oh!3 - Hit It Again
Akon - Angel
Akon - No Labels
Akon - Party Animal
Akon - Take A Chance
Auburn - All About Him
Akon - One More Time
Auburn - Just Text
Auburn - So Over You
Auburn Ft Iyaz - La La La
Auburn - Perfect Two (though I prefer the remix one ft Tommy C)
B.o.B - Can't Let You Get Away
B.o.B - Magic
Basshunter - Saturday
Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me (though I prefer the remix one ft Flo Rida)
Cassie Ft Akon - Let's Get Crazy
Far East Movement ft Keri Hilson - Don't Look Now
Far East Movement - Rocketeer
Flo Rida - Who Dat Girl
Iyaz - My Heart Broke
Iyaz - Slideshow
Jason Derulo - Message In The Bottle
Jason Derulo ft Auburn - How Did We
Jason Derulo ft Auburn - Maniac
Katy Perry - E.T
Katy Perry - Dressing Up
Katy Perry - Part Of Me
Keri Hilson - So Good
Kesha ft Katy Perry - True Love
Lee Dewyze - Sweet Serendipity
Nicki Minaj - Your Love
Nicole Scherzinger - Don't Hold Your Breath
T.I ft Chris Brown - Get Back Up
Taio ft Travie McCoy - Higher
Travie McCoy - Need You
Travie McCoy - We'll Be Alright
Hellogoodbye - Touchdown Turnaround
JLS - Eyes Wide Shut
Tinie Tempah - Invincible
Aggro Santos - Like U Like
Diddy - Coming Home
Jessie J ft B.o.B - Price Tags
Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect
3 Idiots - Give Me Some Sunshine
Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins
Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon
Bruno Mars - Liquor Store Blues
Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
Joddie Connor - Now Or Never
Joddie Connor - Lover Like You
Kylie Minogue - Get Outta My Way
Olly Murs - Please Don't Let Me Go
T-Pain - Best Love Song
The Ready Set - Love Like Woe
The Ready Set - More Than Alive
The Ready Set - There Are Days

So I'm currently in love with Mike Posner due to his sexxayh voice. Like seriously. If I listened to his voice I would be smiling to myself and rasa macam maw guling2 atas katil ja. Haha. In love with The Ready Set because the vocalist is cute. And I'd mentioned it before. Eh, what else? Em I guess that's all. Well, any suggestions for songs are welcomed. I get bored of the songs I listened to pretty easy.

KTHANXBYE.

Doodle.

2011-02-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

Randomness during YM-ing. A feature that I love in YM. That's why I favor YM slightly more than Skype.

Do you remember...

2011-02-03T02:45:00.000-08:00

that one post I talked about bones, and why girls need to wait until they are at least 16 to get married?

I'm talking about this post.

Yeah it got me pretty confused too.

But then I came across this from here.

The adult human body has 206 bones. An infant may have from 300-350 bones at birth. Some of these fuse together as the infant grows. When some bones fuse and become one bone (most obvious examples are in the skull, sacrum and hip bones) the number of overall bones drops to the 206 bones that most adults have.

Of the 206 bones in the adult human body, more than half (106) are in the hands and feet. The adult skeleton consists of the following bones:
28 skull bones (8 cranial, 14 facial, and 6 ear bones)
The horseshoe-shaped hyoid bone of the neck which is the only bone that does not articulate (connect via a joint) to another bone
26 vertebrae (7 cervical or neck; 12 thoracic; 5 lumbar or loins; the sacrum, which is five fused vertebrae; and the coccyx, which is four fused vertebrae)
24 ribs plus the sternum or breastbone; the shoulder girdle (2 clavicles, the most frequently fractured bones in the body, and 2 scapulae)
the pelvic bones (3 fused bones called the coxal bone, or Os Coxae)
30 bones in each of the arms and legs (a total of 120)
A few partial bones, ranging from 8-18 in number, which are related to joints
There are individual variations: for example, some people are born with an extra rib or lumbar vertebra and not everyone has Inca (sutural) bones.

I'm still a little bit confused but meh. Whatever.